JUSTIN WHO?!!

Holga 135BC~~ Roll 1

2012-01-30T09:31:00.001-08:00

HELLO ! its been weeks till i update my blog, i am kind of lazy haha.. gotta admit, i ate so much during chinese new year… all the crap stuff, kuey kapit is still be favourite.. you know right, eating kuey kapit can be easy.. but making it is quite tough.. so i was suggesting my mom to do it next year, my mom rolled her eyes like its impossible to make it

although its troublesome, but its the fun of doing it
me: eh mi, next year we do kuey kapit
mom: wah, you think very easy is it ? you have to sit there for hours just to do it..you wanna eat how man cans ? i buy, save me the problem.

while i am in Penang, i went to gurney plaza. and i am determined to get a lomo. AFTER SO LONG STALKING AND GOOGLE-ING AND SURVING THE WEB ! I finally decided on the model i like

HOLGA 135BC !! why holga ? well, very easy.. I SUKA LAH !! haha (siok sendiri)

my mom have no idea what the hell is it, and after i bought it.. she was like “what?! this for 200 ringgit ar ?….” and then she give me the “omg-so-toy-ish look” yes… its a plastic camera..

its just a hobby i wished to start since i love photography, and i don’t have the ka-ching to buy DSLR.. so ya, something i can play with.. films developing isn’t cheap also ok ?

while i am in penang, i took quite alot of shots.. my first film was just some cheap RM8 film (i’m testing the camera, no point getting some expensive films) it was from Kodacolour.. i thought it was kodak.. but when i look properly, it was Koda… lol..

HERES THE RESULT !! (thanks to shind to bring me to photosun to develop.. the photoshop in klang are just too diva to develop films anymore)

play alot with multiple exposure. was quite shocked with the pictures i took in kek lok si.. cause i read that holga 135bc is a camera that needs alot of lighting to get nice pic. well, i expect the photos i took in the temple will turn out all black.. which it didn’t, some photos i wished i’ve pressed down the shutter longer (it allows the light to go in, and eventually it light up the photo) OK LO, LESSON LEARNT.

fyi: i don’t have a flash with it

HAPPY LOMO

The end of Sem 2

2012-01-09T09:59:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year again. its been a great year so far, ignoring that my finals landed on 31st of december 2011.. sigh.. langsung tak da mood study.. seriously… but i still studied lah, for the sake of my 2012 resolution of achieving CGPA3.8 wish me luck.. (actually, its a good thing to have this resolution thing.. somehow push me to achieve it, like a challenge lah.. or else i will just slack and don’t aim at anything..)

Finals is fine, i feel i did fine… i am glad i did pretty well in my coursework, which i am quite shocked.. honestly, the key to my good grades in coursework will all go to my presentation… i think because i am not afraid of people and stage and when people throw me attention.. its a good thing i guess.. i can just make fun of myself during presentation sometimes haha

BLA BLA BLA, OK ! MY FINALS ENDED !! no regret, some subjects i studied my ass off.. some not, cause i am so tired and kinda malas nak layan the subject… == wth right ?

SO I AM CURRENTLY BLOGGING DURING THIS TIME CAUSE I AM STILL AWAKE.. GOING TO PACK MY CLOTHES.

BELOW IS MY CURRENT ROOM SITUATION, yes.. i just took them seconds ago.. yes, its that messy.. i am packing ok ? its supposed to be messy

the above: yes, my clothes, pants and undies are all around the room hahahah. who knows later cockroach come out, should be so fun ! i can go and grab my slipper and smack them.. so awesomely gross

the above: this is how the side of my bed look like.. full with books and papers.. this situation will happen when finals come around.. all the paper will be on the floor in order for me to able to find the piece of paper i want easily (you know i am just finding excuse right ?)

the above: the messiness of my bed, i can sleep like that with all the stuff on my bed… seriously.. tried that before during finals.. i was so tired that time, and i slept over my books and pens and calculators.. awesome

the above: yes, the section of my territory that are never clean…

the above: some resolution i set for myself which i feel is very very important for myself.. some might understand, some don’t. haha

took these with my old school nokia that came alive.. i am still happy with this phone.. it can take some pictures that i really like with a lame phone with a 2 megapixel camera.

midnight sun

2012-01-05T11:45:00.001-08:00

yes, I am still in the middle in my finals. updating my blog on 3.30am.. sigh, i just came back from mamak, the people here just love to hang out in mamak.. you have to understand, there is not much place we can go.. so ya, the place we always hang out is mamak

finals is ok for me, i will just cross my fingers at least i got B+ or A- or each subjects.. cause honestly, i feel i did quite well for the coursework for all the subject..if i don’t get a aim higher, it’ll be a waste la.. maybe it can give my CGPA a boost.. and my resolution is 3.8 remember ?

here is a pic of how my room is like.. you might feel like i stay in a place which is comparable to a pig sty.. oh well, i like my bed is beside the window.. the sunlight always wake me up in the morning, that is how i am ready to be in time for class..the sun is my alarm

I NEED TO MEDITATE AND SLEEP !! (i heard meditation can improves concentration, i really need that… trying it out anyway.. its calming, even thou it might freak my roomie out.. imagine a guy siting on his bed with his eyes closed for 30 minutes… its scary.. so dark summore)

love you all

HAPPAY NEEW YAR !!!!!!

2012-01-01T20:30:00.001-08:00

happy new year !! finals during countdown is like the shitty-est thing that can ever happen to someone that is in college… just so urgh !

anyhow i am going to be a better person. I really enjoyed 2011, i really don’t want 2011 to end. but nothing is permanent, lets welcome 2012. everything will be better =)

LOVE YOU !

click the pic above to see my 2012 resolution

the last 23 hours

2011-12-30T09:27:00.001-08:00

some might feel “SO WHAT ?!”… to some of you 2011 means alot to you, of cause in 2011 alot of things happened..

I’VE LISTED MY 2012 RESOLUTION ALREADY CLICK THIS TO VIEW !

let me conclude 2011.. i really should be studying for my IT.. but honestly, i have no mood.. cause the paper is on 31st december 2011. why is 2011 meaningful to me ?

i can just say in 2011… i know myself better.. i feel like i am a different person compared to the justin in 2010 if you know me back then.. i’m clear of what i want and what am i looking for in something..

i am more clear on what i am doing lah.. somehow my brain functions well finally haha
things i wanna say before 2011 ends
1) last year after spm, i slack at home. had the best time of my life wasting time at home. watch movie and tv shows.. and somehow i got myself a part time job in a bedding fair.. where i sell bed sheets, which had alot of funny memories and experience in return.. (the monetary return isn’t that good thou =P)

2) sign up for college in kampar, have to leave klang for college.. somehow i know i have to do this.. i always look forward what will happen to me if i leave home for a long period.. for studies i mean.. i’m more independent, and somehow i don’t really like to depend on people much.. i have this sense of insecurity that this person might fail me.. SOME LAH. received a text message from shind, so memorable that i have to save it.. she said something like she know i am looking forward moving out from home for college.. and i will grow in my own way… honestly, i cried that time.

3) college is fine in sem 1, i got my gpa3.4 for my result.. which my friend say not bad… ok lo… maybe i can study after all.. i know alot of new people.. some are nice, some are not.. some are bithcy, some are just must-slap.. oh well, i seam to be able to tolerate with them and not to care about them

4) i got my first laptop, thanks to my mom ! its a HP. its my birthday present ^^ honestly, i really do miss her.. even i don’t really say so much to her lah.. she is always the one there for me.. no matter i fail or what.. she is always there.. ya, my mom is one of the most important person to me. i just wanna go back home, be around her.. hang out with her.. oh well, soon. and lately, my phone died.. and the first thing i called my mom.. and she was like “just buy lah, you have to buy one anyway”.. i am not the person who desire things.. i’ll get a cheap android phone i guess. doesn’t matter so much to me anyway.. its just a phone

5) my dad is always the one sending me my monthly pocket money. i don’t talk much to him. but he is also the important person in my life. he is different in his own way i guess.

6) joined this mr and ms tarc thing in my campus and won the tittle… i don’t even give a damn.. my friend was like “you’re mr tarc !!” i was like “so ?..”

7) the best for last… like how my december ends all the time.. mitra dyc camp.. i’m in games department.. its challenging as i am so far away from klang.. long story short.. i cried.. i’m not good at handling goodbyes.. if something is meaningful and beautiful to me.. i cry.. i cried that day because i thought i am going to miss the hugging session as i need to leave camp early.. i’m already very happy i could stay back for the paper-on-the-back activity.. i tahan my tears.. until the comms hugged me… its something so special i will never forget.

LOVE YOU, YOU , YOU AND YOU
THANK YOU 2011 FOR SUCH A FANTABULOUS YEAR

good things will have to end one day. open to a new page to 2012

2012 RESOLUTION

2011-12-28T04:45:00.001-08:00

pretty obvious what am i going to blog about isn’t it ? SO ! 2011 is about to end, i pretty much accomplish all the resolution i’ve set for 2011, since its not that hard anyway HAHA.

SO ! i’ve asked a few people to help me out to figure out what i should achieve and do in 2012. Cause i know, without a resolution, i will not accomplish anything. some are kinda hard to accomplish, but i will try my best to complete it within the year ok ? (shind will be like, “ya right”)

before i start, wee kiat was suggesting that i go single for a year… i was like “omg… that is not possible…” what happen if a girl chase after me and i rejected her with the reason “er, no can’t do.. being single for 1 year is my resolution for 1 year, please take a number and wait for me next year”…. i confirm get a slap from who ever that is (i should really be studying, but i am still going to finish this)

LETS START !!
1) Enjoy life and all its pleasures (naughty AND nice) more. Suggested by Justin Zum
Mmmm, i think i can do this. Well, i am a more positive person compared back in those years.. (shind and niro will know this well enough) i am like this bloody emo kid, cut myself in the wrist.. all sort of stupid stuff… listen to some emo shit song, JUST BLOODY DARN EMO ! but that guy, i already kill him long time ago.. i am no longer emo, well.. sometimes you have to be emo, but not most of the time ok ? *HUGS*

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2) “lets go melaka together” said wee kiat

which i think is also something that can be accomplish, no prob. its been sometime i went down to melacca, i miss the building and food there. WE SHALL GO !!

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3) maintain my CGPA above 3.8 in december 2012 (discussed by yen yen, wee kiat and jessy)

Mmm, this will be a challenge. I am not a study type of person, when it comes to studying. i can really like doozed off.. oh well, i think i have to force myself to study for this one

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4) own a lomo by myself =) (said shin ling)

i plan to get a holga 135bc. BC stands for black corners. some of you guys might ask why not diana mini ? i don’t know how to explain to you.. but i just like holga 135bc. thinking to get it in white or lego yellow. i am going o save up for it instead of asking my parents to buy me this.. i feel guilty enough already for so much products my mom bought for me. I AM GOING TO GET THIS TOY !

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5) In 2012, when I wake up each day, smile into the mirror and say one thing that I am thankful of. (suggested by shind)
LOL, when i saw this.. i was like “gosh, seriously ?…” maybe she feel i do not like myself and don’t know what i have around me i guess… if i wake up everyday and do this, i will tweet it.. and there will be 365 tweet about what i am thankful of.. ok la.. not bad. start from next year =)

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6) live each day with lesser fear and more love for yourself
i guess some will know about this some will not.. Mmm, fear will always be there.. lesser fear can only be ripped off when people around me started to accept and to care about who i am. its the secure surrounding that makes me feel secure and less fear. i definitely love myself for who i am. =)

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7) get into that photography hobby I have always like be it Dslr or Lomo

i always loved photography. i wanted a DSLR.. abit too pricy for me to get one now. so i am getting a LOMO. =) the above is took with a nokia.. will get a real lomo photo when i got it.

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8) “be less stubborn” said shind
i know i am quite stubborn sometimes. well, i see myself being stubborn for some issues is the right thing to do. but some i realized from last year, it wasn’t something i should do.. i don’t really listen much from my family, as in my mom. ya.. less stubborn HMPH !

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9) go for a trip alone
10) go for turtle patrol with shind
11) be more leng zai woo hoo
12) go for a redang trip with shind and the mitrans
13) say “i love you” to my mom at least 3 times a year. (i know there is quite alot of guys yang tak boleh buat ni)
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14) get a six pack that stays LOL
don’t know la, i feel my body so flat. (figure conscious haha) just wanna build some chocolate on my tummy. 6 of them. then i can name them one by one. woo hoo

15) ?

walaoeh, damn alot of resolution for 1 year lo. even more than last year.. ok.. one last resolution, you can decide what should i do for the year. by commenting below ! (i will choose ok.. nanti one of the resolution is to ask me to jump off klcc… die la I)

Jump ~

2011-12-27T09:05:00.001-08:00

sometimes you will just have to take the risk to jump, without giving a damn about what the consequences. sometimes you just have to take the jump, take the risk to achieve what you want. sometimes you just have to jump, to be who you are for being different from others.

sometimes you have to take the jump, without caring about the result, who knows the result might turn out as you wanted.

are you ready to jump ?

lomography

2011-12-26T08:15:00.001-08:00

shall i get a lomo cam ? i love photography, since i don’t have the financial support to get a nice digital cam now. i am pretty sure i will get one in future…

OH WELL, LOMO HERE I COME !!!

Mitra DYC 2011

2011-12-22T05:11:00.001-08:00

its like all the years. i am always looking forward to the end of the year. that i can have fun in this event, meet all the very very fun people. And this year, the new fresh comms joined the fun too !

i am all the way in kampar, so i have to travel back for camp. i am in games this years, and i have to say i am very very nervous.. planning games with my team mates. JUST SO MUCH BRAINSTORMING ! CAN DIE I TELL YOU

overall, i really enjoy camp. its like a escape for me from college life, so much for he hectic assignment and test. This is the only time i can have fun, talk some serious crap jokes with them. Laugh like no body’s business. I joined this camp 6years ago. when i am still form 1, i joined participants for 2 years, then the rest in the committee.

Mitra camp change me like alot. i don’t know is it the same thing to you. Mitra camp is like the best camp i’ve joined so far, i’ve joined alot of camp. but nothing came any close to this..

Mitra camp have this special “thing” there.. i just don’t know how to put it in words.. or i can ever put them in words.. or maybe it is the combination of nice friendly committee, and we all just back each other help all the time. Or we are just all best friend organizing a camp, something is just special that can’t be explained

I’ve come back for camp for some years for quite alot of reason..
1) I love the people, the comms are the best group of friends i ever know
2) Camp changed me. (originally, i don’t know how to speak english, but eventually i pick up the language as i hang out with them.. its true), (I become someone else, as in i mature in all different ways.. to compare myself with form 1, i really want to smack that guy.. i don’t join camp in the first place.. i think won’t be the person today), (if i don’t join camp, i don’t have a nice memory to end the year every year)
3) I love the special thing in camp, what is the special thing ? you decide

oh ya.. i cried this year ==…

i am not good at handling farewell, if i am studying abroad one day.. i think i will cry in the airport and everyone will stare at me with one kind.. i cried mostly because of i thought i couldn’t join the hugging session as i need to check out from camp earlier. the comms gave me a hug that i will never forget =)

*feel like crying*
(thanks you people )

14th December 2011, still alive

2011-12-14T07:18:00.001-08:00

week 13 is here, a few more weeks till i am celebrating for sem break. blasting clubbing music loudly..
LETS JUST NOT BE SO POSITIVE SOMETIMES OK ?!!

DO YOU KNOW HOW BLOODY SUFFERING IT IS ?!!
i don’t know watsup with me,or this sem.. some subjects i can’t just get it.. take japanese for example, its like alien language to me..

and my dirty clothes is pilling up for the past 2 weeks.. eww kan ? let me share a secret… if you’re so busy, and you don’t have the time to wash your clothes or your under garment.. BRING MORE !!!

i got like 20 plus plus underwear that can last for weeks.. SMART RIGHT ?! learn and apply. when you got the time, wash all the 20 underwear all together. EASY PEASY LEMON SQUEEZY !

i don’t wash my clothes, cause the air ventilation system here isn’t good. the sun don’t hit on my clothes directly, and whenever i wash clothes.. it will rain.. i think the people above just hate me.
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Mitra camp is next week. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT !! i have been participating in the camp for the past 5 years.. i can really see myself grow from years to years… honestly, i pick up the ability to speak english is because of camp.. no lie. seriously.. i am not good in english, tapi boleh survive lagi lah. my grammar is like crap

but the most important among all, is the people i know. the comms and also the participants. especially the comms, they are already a very important part of my life.. *so drama* haha

to the comms and participants, SEE YOU IN CAMP !!
to the others, see you when i see you ==

almost the end of 2011

2011-12-09T09:05:00.001-08:00

its already 10th of December, this year is fast.. LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY FAST !! i think it is because of all the college, and all the time wasted in the beginning of the year.. 2011 is a very very different year for me.

i’ve dig out my resolution blog post for 2011, and i’ll see did i did a good job on accomplishing all the resolution… (i just discovered that all my resolution are kinda easy to achieve)

1) justin said that he wants to be more presentable.
<2010 2011>

ok la, i think i “kao tim” this resolution. it is always my thing and what i wanted to look better… well, i will just say i think i look ugly… but somehow i feel, the outer appearance doesn't mean so much to me now. JUST BE YOURSELF.. and i’ve stop calling myself as retarded… i’ve discovered that its not a nice thing to say.

2) to turn fairer
oh well, as the picture above. yes, i turned fairer. thanks to lux and vaseline whitening lotion, i did alot of work to get my skin back to its original skin colour.. i have to agree that being too tanned isn’t a healthy for my skin.. so ya, did some effort to make my skin healthy ! VASELINE DID THE MAGIC !

3) will be a better person by not judging people
i’ll just come to a point that i’ll just do my own part. as long i play my part well, help out if needed. i think i’ll survive though all the drama that might happen

4)i want to be more positive
yes, i’m more positive and more “self conscious” on what i am thinking and doing.. i sincerely apologise if i did anything wrong for the past few years.. WHAT AM I EVEN THIKNING ! now at least my brain functions to gain my conscious mind.

5)I WANT TO ROCK THE YEAR !!
well. i did that too. i basically ran into all the drama i can.. do all the mistake that i don’t think it will even happen in my life. won some lame tittle, just for memories anyway. met some real good friends.. this year is just life changing for me =)

DECEMBAR !

2011-12-03T23:32:00.001-08:00

DECEMBER IS HERE !!!!! closer to 2012 THE END OF THE WORLD !! (use less plastic and Styrofoam, i don’t know why people in kampar just love to use Styrofoam. not good for the environment and your health.)

december is always the month that i am always looking forward for. reason i love december is
1) CAMP !!! DYC CAMP !! the time i can enjoy myself and have fun !!
2) usually i go back to penang.. USUALLY !!! (my family are now in penang, WITHOUT ME ! saddening)
3) december is also the month i do my super year end shopping for CNY !!! USUALLY LAH ! (my finals ends on january… how saddening… I WANT TO CRY LIAO)

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF !!
finals and camp are now in my priority list.. i’ll do my shopping from morning till night after my finals. you’ll see me loitering around in AEON, Mid Valley and Pyramid. YOU WAIT !

FINALS !
Japanese: *someone teach me how to say “i want to die” in japanese* even the word study in japanese is “勉强”which means forcefully and unwilling, thats their definition of studying.. awesome.. no wonder lah
IT: This one lagi chio, all the IT term.. i am a IT noob, i don’t know much about computer… as long it function well, and don’t shut down automatically i am fine with it.. so much for IT
Hotel Management and Operation: this is the subject that i am most confident with..
Food preparation: OK LO.. can pass
English: ok lo, can pass.. my grammar like shit.. believe me
Accounting: i think i return all my SPM accounting knowledge back to my tuition teacher..

yeng liao…

Weird thing that i think its normal

2011-12-03T00:14:00.001-08:00

hello people, i am finally back to crap more about what happened around me. i’ve been busy.. very very busy… there is so many stuff to do, i don’t know why they hell is this few weeks so busy.. DECEMBER IS HERE !!! yeahhh !!

i am happy, for some reason i know i will be back on my feet to go for more shopping !!!! i am happy that i can save up a little for myself to spend on clothes instead of asking my mom to buy for me…

“mommy, can buy this ar ? pls pls pls” *eyes like above*

my mom usually fall for it. but i don’t spend blindly la. if you get who am i referring to, i guess some of you guys know haha. MY MAIN POINT IS, I NOW HAVE SOME SAVING, I DON’T HAVE TO ASK FOR MONEY TO GO SHOPPING !!!

*and i can shop with my public bank debit card, so happy that i swipe it for a short jeans in padini sale MUAHAHAHA* (the magic card from The confession of a shopaholic)

its been a long time i put in my cam whore pic. haha, took these from my laptop’s webcam thingy.
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I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE CLEANED MY ROOM !! after a hectic weeks, all my stuff are not in place.. underwear everywhere, look exactly like when a tornado passed by.. when my friends come over they were like “why is your room so dirty and messy”.. i always reply “hello, i’m a guy”

lol, we all know that being a guy isn’t the reason that my room should be messy kan ? oh well, CLEAN UP YOUR ROOOM GUYS !!

busy busy busy

2011-12-02T08:02:00.001-08:00

oh well.. sorry for the super dead blog, cause i really don’t have the time to update.. it is either i am too tired, or i am just too busy with all the stuff around me.

these few days is just so crazy… there is so much stuff that i kind of forget some of them.. suddenly my friend called saying “hey, did you do the assignment, need to pass up tomorrow ?” i am already in my bed… and deeply inside my soul, i am like “NOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

do you know how annoying it is… before you sleep, you already know what you have to do the following day.. its like a long long list, you have to do all of it… it is just crazy

i someone feel like running away from this place, sometimes it is so busy.. people around me expect me to be free for outing… HELLO !! i am not enjoying in this place, sitting in front of my laptop for 3 hours typing stuff.. just kill me

but.. lets be optimistic, SEM BREAK IS COMING !! so is chinese new year.. SO IS CAMP !!! so much stuff to do !

GG.COM JUSTIN LIM

no more purple dinosaur

2011-11-23T05:57:00.001-08:00

hello ! i am here again to update my blog.. i am currently very very very tired… now it is either i am very very too tired to even do something, or i am super lazy to do something… sometimes you just wish you can sleep and wake up naturally (12pm)…

i am just going to report in about my day… i slept at 12 am.. and thanks to my body reluctant to fall asleep, and i’ve been half awake for 4 hours… (i wonder what is even half awake, it just feels like almost falling asleep but still awake.. is that even possible ?)

i have kitchen operation, and i am the supervisor.. i am looking forward to it, cause i like to direct people to do stuff hahahaa. i feel POWEFULL !! ==
oh well. my main aim was just not to crew up the menu. As there is alot of new ingredients.

soup: brown tom yam with rice vermicelli
fish : battered cheesed fish and prawn served with baked potato and red beans.
salad: mango and strawberry salad
main course: honey mustard chicken gravy served with baked corn and blanched enokidake mushroom

the day before we had early mise-en-place (pre-preparation).. we marinated the chicken.. so funny i tell you.. marcus and khai ni is in charge of cleaning the chicken.. they are like putting their hands inside the chicken from the butt.. so wrong…

we were like suggesting them to do what mr bean did. but too bad the chicken wasn’t big enough to fit their heads hahaha. They dig out the inner organs *vomit*.. lungs, heart, kidney… all sort of stuff

we actually blend them up and mix up with a sauce and put back inside the chicken and cover the chicken with the blended inner organs.. MUAHAHAHA

Re-review Nu Skin

2011-11-18T00:33:00.001-08:00

HELLO !! I am back posting another updates about products i’ve been using lately.. well.. still the same product i have been using for the past sem and this current sem too. you can see my first review here

my condition:
1)I have a very very oily skin, so so oily.. somehow looks like people showered me with a bucket of cooking oil on my face… OIL BLOTTER is a must for me, HOW CAN I EVEN WALK AROUND WITH A MIRROR-LIKE FACE ?
2) because of my oily skin, I have alot of pimples problems.. got so sick of them ! have be in pimpled skin for the past 5,6 years.. you know.. sometimes you just wished that you have a better skin condition, and somehow you will feel more confident..
3)MALAYSIA IS HOT !! not all products works as well as it should.. i’ve tried alot of products.. but so far.. only a few meet up with my expectation

ACCORDING TO THE ABOVE..
it is a set my mom bought for me, it will come in a box if you buy the entire set consists of 4 item. Wash, Toner, Night cream, Day cream… some of you guys might wonder, where the hell is the moisturizer… well.. in this set, there is no moisturizer.. i somehow feel it is in the toner.. anyhow if you have pimpled skin, avoid using harsh face wash, recommended to use wash which are cream/lotion based which are white and pale in colour. CREAMY FEEL LAH !!

I do not have much high expectation, cause i’ve been bored using and trying all the products my mom bought me.. WELL !! in all the products i’ve used, this works the best.. i don’ know how to explain..
i have to admit that my face condition is way better, since people around me say that my condition is better compared to before.

pros:
- as instructed, i am supposed to wash 2 times a day.. a person like me with super oily skin.. i can’t only just wash twice a day.. i still stick to washing 2 times a day.. but in the evening, i just put on a transparent sleeping mask, even if i have to o out.. no one will know i am on mask.. SMART RIGHT ?
- the product felt light, not so thick. a little amount of both cream is required.. not much.

cons:
- the price is a little pricy for 4 item, not sure what price you are offered.
- the day cream won’t last a day long till night for your wash..my skin get super oily… summore the sucky temperature in Malaysia.. can die

if you have not met any products that actually do the job to heal your pimple problems. this might work, it takes time.. IT IS NOT SOME UBAT AJAIB DOREMON OK ? be patient..

something random

2011-11-16T07:34:00.001-08:00

you know… we human, once in a while do stupid stuff.. we don’t even notice it when we do it..
wearing underwear inside out, wearing t-shirt inside out, bring the wrong book for the wrong subject, forget this and that, walk into a lamp post pole.. and i am going to proudly admit, I DID SOMETHING STUPID TOO

it was monday, and i was in the canteen.. i am walking to block H.. i forgot what class i am supposed to go to.. i have a problem with myself.. when i got distracted, my legs will still do their job to walk forward.. even my mind have to know about something else

so… on my arm, i have my files and in side there.. there is the info i need.. i am flipping the paper.. the next thing i know…

I WALK MYSELF INTO THIS BIG BIG TREE !!!!!!

yes… i just langgar a tree, and i look so stupid..there are so many people around me … so xia sui i tell you… i feel like digging a hole i the ground and hide inside..

people are laughing their ass off “budak tu belum banggun lagi ke ?”

OH MY GOD…

A vintage old camera

2011-11-13T06:47:00.001-08:00

so, I went back to klang this weekend.. there is a few reason i went back..
1) to temporary escape from kampar, kampar reminds me of all the things i have to do.. assignment, what else ?
2) my relatives from penang is here
3) more bah kut teh
4) pay my p1 wimax bill bla bla bla

so i went back on friday night. i am all happy when i see my tilam, the same old bed i slept in for the past many years. JUST SO HAPPY I TELL YOU !! had a sudden night out with shind, for a mid night movie !! and had chance to talk to her, since it is kind of hard to chit chat form kampar. Its great that i have chance to talk to her and watch movie. =)

so, when my relatives came.. they are taking the old photos from the cabinet and flip open. WHICH makes me wanna update my blog with some old photo.

MY BROTHER IS GOING TO KILL ME. YES, JASON..

my mom, dad, jason and me. the taller one is me of cause.. the giraffe look very moody.

this is me… so cute right ? I KNOW I AM CUTE !! just admit.. (ss-nya justin ni)

my first/second outstation trip. to china .. my brother is chubby.. that is the main reason why he don’t want people looking at his old photo.. he is so CHUBBY !!

YUP… just chubby

“run or die !!”

my most favourite photo among the bunch. if i am not mistaken, after this waterslide.. my brother kicked my when we both end up in the pool. cause both of us are so near to each other

“TENGOK APA !!! pukul you ar !”

this is where joshua popped up all of a sudden. 10 years apart..

(如果，我们都能像个小孩一样。想哭就哭，想笑就笑。喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。不用害怕去表达自己的感觉。如果，我们能像个小孩一样。有得吃快餐就很高兴，有得去戏院看戏就兴奋，那该多好。长大了，我们都不一样了。不再那么单纯，不再那么勇敢表达自己，不再那么感激自己身边有得东西。其实想当个小孩，不是想逃避，不过只是想珍惜身边有的东西）

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE

when i’m stress

2011-11-09T10:09:00.001-08:00

some people will react differently when they are stress, some will talk to themself.. for my case, i’ve been talking to myself often, talking to the wall, talking to my laptop, talking to my toilet bowl.. totally normal… I AM NOT STRESS

when people are stress, some of them will stay up late just to study.. for my case, i am staying up late updating my blog at 2.am because of facebook, japanese-book, food-book, IT-book.. so much book.. so far, facebook will get 4.0 for sure.. the rest.. sigh, can hang myself with noodles already..

when people are stress, they tend to worry about the subject they might fail. for my case, i think i’ll fail japanese.. CHOOII !!!! in that case, the way to improve japanese.. is to jump off a building and hopefully you’ll be born again as a baby in japan.. EASY !

when people are stress, they will try their best to commit suicide.. people will go “I FEEL LIKE DYING !!!!”.. common methods like, tidur sampai mati, langar doufu, hang with noodle, suffocate with oxygen.. success rate 0 %

when some people are stress, they just crap on their blog.. hopefully some people like YOU ! will waste your time reading this XD

congrats !!

i am not very stress lah, it is just too much things that i have to do.. where i am kinda afraid i don’t have the time to cope with all. i’ve gotten a new post as vice secretary.. oh well, all the best

*oh ya, japanese have been keeping me up late.. studying for mid term fml*

淋过雨的衣服

2011-11-05T02:03:00.001-07:00

I’ve been busy, and I AM SUPER EXCITED that this week finally come to an end.. (fyi, i am afraid of even think about the coming week.. cause i got mid term and assignment to pass up.. die liao la, die liao)

so, in the morning. I had account class, went for class. sat beside lipeng, and talk and talk and talk. and we are aiming for our finals, how many A’s to increase our cgpa. Lipeng was like, “i don’t want another 3.8, its boring..”

*almost fainted, take a deep deep breath*

justin: “ did you just say 3.8 is boring ?”

miss lipeng is aiming for 4.0 OMG..

i walked into my room after class, and i discovered that my room is nothing near tidy.. i don’t like my room messy.. even thou it is all messy most of the time.. everytime i clean the room, the room will be messy in a few days time.. i have no idea how that happen..

because of my current sem have subjects like account, and my account file almost exploded.. and i have bought a big big file to store all the paper, and also bought some “colourful-plastic-to-hold-paper” thing to compile all my papers for the other subjects. JUST TOO MUCH PAPERS AROUND MY ROOM

and i have this big useless file to put all my unused paper from last sem. and i bought 6 A4 size paper file to keep the papers from last sem

the stupid thing is, the economic paper are just too much to fit into the file.. or i can just say, the paper file is just too small for my big pile of paper

(i saw some baby cockroach around, gosh… more killing to do.. so sorry)

I LOVE LIME GREEN ALL OF A SUDDEN.

and my clothes are all over the place. guess what ? i found a missing t shirt under my bed. HOW “NICE”?

and that big pile of clothes are just bothering me.. so messy.. who knows a bunch of cockroach living in there happily, crawling in and out from my pocket, crawling all over my clothes.. sigh..

why cockroach even existed in this world ?

当我们都忘记

2011-11-04T10:37:00.001-07:00

当我们都忘记，也许真的放下了。

sorry for the super dead blog.. ITS BEEN A VERY VERY CRAZY WEEK FOR ME.. i constantly have the urge of running away from everything.. I don’t enjoy being busy all the time, doing all the stuff like a long list for the entire week..

how ever, week7 is one hell crazy week.. i had alot of presentation, assignment, discussion, and so much stuff that i don’t even dare to think about it.. every night when i am about to fall asleep, i was like “oh shit, what mess i am going to get myself in tomorrow ? another busy day”

throughout the week, i am involved with quite alot of stuff. I will be having my second kitchen practical too, i am looking forward to it, but i am scare also.. cause we are serving the food to the customer, and you don’t wanna eat something raw kan ?

I AM JUST GOING TO BLOG ABOUT MY KITCHEN OPERATION, instead of me complaining how busy i am.. FML

my group mates. this practical. i am in saucier department, which is the department that cook white and brown stock, make sauce to serve with the main dish. JUST LIQUID STUFF.

picture above are the people who cut the ingredient for me, all i do is wait. haha. wait for them to finish their job and pass the ingredient to me.

Natasha, the girl in the same department as I am. I am in the same department with her last practical too, I like working with her. as you can see the stove behind her. Its called the range/stove. It is nothing like the stove we have at home. This is much more complicated to operate, and below it is the build in oven. and we are cooking our stock.

stock are like the basic soup , made out from bones and also other ingredient. all the sauces come from the stock, stock is like the basic thing.

the rotisseurs. the people who cook, like saute, flumbe, grill, roast. quite a busy an fun department to be in. haha can play with fire

rolled fish waiting for them to saute, =)

our salad course, mixed prawn =)
managed to taste the salad, haha nice lah.

on the left : rolled grilled fish accompanied with volute sauce, served with rice pilaf and saute snow peas
on the right : main course, malas nak explain. chicken lo

anyway, kitchen class is superb fun. busy and fun =)

oh well… i am tired..LOVE YOU !

looking forward ?

2011-10-30T09:06:00.001-07:00

it have been a crazy week… so crazy.. i’ve been travelling to kl, penang and kampar frequently.. Travelled to penang because to attend my cousin’s wedding, and also to “wa-lap” some food. I am looking forward to the wedding because the rest of the family members will show up. i have quite a big family from my mom’s side. which was a good thing when it comes to ang pau.. but the funny-weird thing is.. A KID CALLED ME 舅舅，which means uncle as in i am a stage older than them ==

I FEEL SO OLD

IN CONCLUSION, I ENJOYED MY TIME IN PENANG. HAD ALOT OF CHIT CHAT WITH MY COUSINS. I HAD FUN =)

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as this event is coming to an end.. there is nothing close i can look forward to.. all i can see is more and more assignment coming in, and all the stuff i have to get myself involved in.. EVEN THOU I FEEL LIKE QUITING SOMETIMES, it all comes to the word RESPONSIBILITY..

some stuff i would wished to quit, some will not. i need some time for myself too kan ?

this week is going to be crazy.. alot of presenting, alot of typing for assignment.. AND I DISCOVERED A THING ABOUT MYSELF, I AM NOT AFRAID OF PRESENTING. i use to be thou.. but nowadays, i am just not of people.. i don’t even mind offending some people with some sarcastic joke. doesn’t sound like me kan ?

here are some random photos i snap from my camera phone, i am getting a DSLR. saving up !

so much for feeling “kimochi” by wearing those slippers.. lemme tell you. not so kimochi also

“tang yuan” glutinous ball made for the bride for praying ceremony. we don’t have this in klang kan ?

took this in the ferry when i travelled to butterworth back to kampar

wish you guys all the best in your week. LETS KILL IT !!

it is just a bad day

2011-10-26T21:16:00.001-07:00

i left penang, because of 2 days class. my mom insisted for me to go back to kampar.. oh well. i always wanted to try to board on the ferry, since its been a long time i boarded on one. but my mom don’t want to trouble herself to send me all the way to the port, so she insisted for me to get the ticket to kampar from the island

oh wel.. just my luck, they stop the bus service from the island. only from butterworth. THAT MEANS, i get to board on the ferry, i was like giggling in the car. on wednday itself, my mom was like all worried i will be kidnapped. and i was like “i won’t get lost, even if i did. i am still in malaysia” I never board on the ferry alone, the last time was when i am in the car. and the car was shipped across..

nah, i like taking a little adventure. I LIKE DOING THIINGS ALONE. when i reach the port, i was kinda lost. i just walk and walk and ask around. and i managed to find the way. and then, i met this person called Mr Kevin. He is a chinese, and he told me where to go. He is nice, its rare that people approach you to fill you in with information. He is also boarding the ferry too. i sat beside him and started chatting with him.

and we did exchange number =)

when i reach butterworth, things seams to be a little gloomy.. i can’t find the counter where i am supposed to get the bus number.. I did managed to get it at last. the bus is just bumpy, so shaky…

when the bus is reaching, it rained heavily.. so much for welcoming me back to kampar..

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here is the shitty part, i didn’t charge my phone.. and my phone died when i reached kampar. i wrote down the taxi number in case my phone died. i borrowed my friend’s phone and called the first number, he didn’t pick up. and i dialled on the second number, he picked up but he hung up before i got the chance to talk to him

i thought he was busy or something.. then i managed to get a ride from my friend. when i got into their taxi, the uncle was like “next time you tell me 3, only 3 will board on..” i am the extra 1, there is 4 in the car

thank you for making me feeling guilty..

and then the uncle that hung up called back, he was like “where are you ?”.. i kinda freeze for a while, how he know where i am.. i told him that i am in someone’s car.. and he was kinda pissed and hung up…

WTF WTF WTF

海。

2011-10-26T08:11:00.001-07:00

海洋，不会平静。海浪，水涡。但是，不平静的海洋。让自己领悟，生活不是每天都是那么平静。偶尔来些海浪，水涡，也许我们会学习到更多。

前几天刚从金宝下来，在pasar seni吃了我一直很想试吃的牛肉面。还蛮好吃的。=）
nothing is forever and permanent, 我们身边的东西有一天会离开我们。一碗很好吃的面，也就在当时能品尝到他的味道。过去了，也只能回味。

OMG, i sound like a ah pek

Champagne Showers

2011-10-20T08:00:00.001-07:00

about the tittle.. if you watched the music video.. you know lah.. I just watched the video.. it sound kinda wrong in the lyric.. oh well.. some songs are meant to be wrong.

I have been super busy these days, sorry for the super duper dead blog.. i rather sleep for 30 minutes extra rather than to update my blog.. I have the time to blog right now is because, I finish my assignment.. well.. one of them.. and more to go, but at least I did the one that is supposed to hand in tomorrow

I STILL HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO DO.. its just that i prefer to blog a little about what is happening around.

i had my first kitchen operation with my full uniform.. LOOK SUPER YENG. and i actually tried flumbe, which was cooking in a saute pan and fire on top.. JUST SO FUN.. look professional, but i’ve only started learning for the past 4 hours ==

had dined in the restaurant where my friend is serving. kena-kan them kao kao “waiter, can you explain the dish for me ?”.. “what is this sauce made of ?”… so bad kan ? =P

as you can see, this is my bed..took this pic just this instant.. this is how my bed look like NOW.. that black and white pillow is my “favourite pillow”.. don’t tell me you don’t have one ? i will cry if this pillow is missing

when i come back from class, open door.. walk to my cabinet.. take off my pants.. and sometimes i forgot that i leave the windows open, that people can actually see me changing my pants.. the next thing i know, i am on the headlines of the paper.. MUAHAHHA.. ok..

(i am recently random, stupid, and weird for no reason.. maybe just because i wanna entertain myself to avoid myself from being too stressed out.. or else i will attempt to hang myself with noodles again)

and this is how my desk looks like.. NEVER CLEAN.. this is always a normal thing for me.. even if i am at home in klang, my desk are never clean.. i find my desk so dirty in a artistic way.. who knows i will get awarded because of my messy artistic table.. and the rewards will be cockroaches in my room..

OH YA, I AM TOTALLY HATING THEM.. and i don’t mind to kill them.. and i have discovered that the best weapon to kill a cockroach is a slipper.. 1 hit, bye bye

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR DAY MY LOVE

(i sound like i am out of my mind kan ? believe me i am )

My first Kitchen operation

2011-10-13T02:11:00.001-07:00

one of my subject is food preparation, and i got my chef jacket.. LOVE IT. and also its my first time entering the kitchen.. well.. it looks easier than you thought.. in the kitchen, all of us are grouped up in our department

saucier for sauce and stalk making, rottisuer (me) to do the roasting chicken and the dry cooking part. and also the other department that handle the cutting and the chicken.

in the first class, everyone is involved in the cutting and deboning the chicken.

(OH YA, BEFORE I CONTINUE THE POST) i woke up super early in the morning, jumped into my so “yeng” chef jacket and went to pasar sangat pagi kampar, to purchase fish.. cause we don’t managed to find them in tesco.. and i witnessed some really disgusting stuff that almost turn me into a vegetarian.. saw people slaughtering chicken in front of me.. well.. i will not be able to turn into a vegetarian, but i am going to decrease on my meat intake.. (imagine the chicken, look at you with the will-kill-you face.. and saying “my soul will haunt you”.. but.. all you can hear is buck buck puck-ke) –.-

back to the story, Ms Hana teach us how to debone the chicken.. i hate chicken, especially with the bones.. deboning the chicken seams harder than i thought, and Ms Hana makes it look so easy.. oh well.. my cleaver is chopping on the board like I AM MURDERING SOMEONE..

and one of the senior came in and he was like “JUST CHOP, THE CHICKEN IS DEAD.. TAK DE FEELING PUNYA”.. i was like “OK…” *CHOP CHOP CHOP !!!*

my partner was like “watsup with you ?”.. and somehow i look like i am taking revenge by imagining orang yang i tak suka on my chop board.. HAAH !

after deboning the chicken, i touch a raw fish for the first time in a very long time.. == diva kan ?

OH WELL.. AT LEAST I TAK POTONG MY FINGER LAH..

cockroach #2 and horror movie

2011-10-08T23:59:00.001-07:00

sorry.. no pictures.. oh wait… i have a picture of a flying cockroach for you just to remind you how scary they are

i’ll tell you watsup with the cockroach later
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so on thursday night, my friends all are hyper before they don;t have class on friday.. and i have class on friday FML.. SO !! they decided to watch horror movie in my room.. better yet, ghost movie.. in this group of friends.. most of them are girls, but only 3 guys.. the girls, they scream for the sake of screaming.. they are afraid of cats.. so whenever a cat pass by, they will scream and shout like a snake tangled up their legs..

originally i am not afraid to cats, i love them.. but now.. they create the phobia for me towards cats.. and then.. i went to cyber to load some movie.. and all of them watch this movie in my room, with the lights turned off..

sorry to say.. i am very very chicken when it comes to chinese/thailand horror movie.. but english.. uh ha.. no way

i forgotten which movie i watch with my brother, jason screamed like crazy.. and i was like “hahahahhaa” when the ghost jumped out of nowhere

back to the story

so they switch off the lights, and then.. they keep screaming cause i create fake screams.. so they terperanjat also lah MUAHAHAH. in the middle of the movie.. something flew by my hair so did my friend experienced that.. i switch on the light.. and after the movie ends..

we discovered that.. its a flying cockroach the flew by just now.. NOW THE REAL HORROR STARTS.. no one is not not screaming.. all of us scream, including me yes..

OMG.. fml

When it comes to zero.

2011-10-04T10:46:00.001-07:00

if you guys don’t know, i am given the tittle of MR Tarc 2011.. (like i give a hell about it).. i NEVER wanted something like this, even such glamor tittle.. i wasn’t the type of person who fancy these stuff

and now sometimes people call me by the tittle instead of my name.. is it that necessary to say or call me by the tittle i am given ? yes, i am given this tittle. I AM STILL JUSTIN LIM. to me, the tittle is just a tittle, ain’t nothing special about it, ain’t no power the tittle hold.

to my view, the whole tittle thing make me reflect alot of stuff. like how people nowadays are labelled, me as the mr tarc 2011, this person as the the smart one, that person as this.. to me, the tittle is just apart of my memories..

sometimes my friends will say “hey, you’re mr tarc”… is it because of this tittle, i am supposed to be acting differently ?. doing stuff differently ? hang around with a popular group of friends ?

too bad… i am the totally opposite.. i will not act differently because of a tittle given to me (the tittle have to be given to one of us..no choice ).. i will not do stuff differently, it will not change my mind set.. and for sure, i will not choose the groups of friends to mix with.. AND GUESS WHAT? MR TARC 2011 LIKES TO BE ALONE !

I AM ALONE, BUT NOT LONELY !!

ps: i am not emo-ing ok

with loads and loads of love
justin lim

who am I ?

2011-10-03T07:23:00.001-07:00

somehow i noticed that i am not the person i use to be.. people come up to me and asking what’s bothering my mind. i will usually reply “uh ? i am happy with my life now”

but when i think carefully.. i don’t think i am the person i use to be for the past few years.. some say i rarely smile, some say i look like i have something in my mind..

if you ask me about what’s up with me.. i don’t even know how to reply to that question..

there is a few changes i noticed about myself.. and i have some explanation
1) i talk less, because i want to listen more.. i am not being anti-social.. i wanna give myself a rest rather than to communicate all the time.. and i don’t want to be hyper most of the time
2) i am on a self discovery journey.. discovering what i really wanted in life.. so i am doing alot of thinking lately
3) i will only do what i feel like doing.. i use to be the very silent guy that don’t voice out my own opinion.. well, i am not longer that guy..
4) i’ll do what it is right for me.. even thou the people around me might not accept me for who i am.. till this stage, i couldn’t bother more.. i have to pleased myself sometimes.

ok lah.. you might feel i am crapping. if you understand, you understand lo..
if you don’t.. then… like that lo

ps: i am still the justin lim you know, but i realized more things now.. realized what in life i should appreciate.. friends that i shall not forget. Yes, there is a couple of stuff that might bother me.. BUT, i am Tough enough to face it..

with loads and loads of love
justin lim

NO MORE TRANSPORATION

2011-10-02T18:44:00.001-07:00

so much for tittle my post with CAPS. so anyway, i finally come back to klang after 2 weeks in kampar. so far only one word i can conclude my first 2 week… “suffering”

i came back to klang for a few reason, if i don’t have a reason to come back to klang.. i don’t think i will come back..
objectives of coming back to klang
1) to go shopping for clothes for my cousin’s wedding.. i need a nice formal shirt
2) need to get my assignment done, i need my house’s kitchen and my mom’s help..
3) i got meeting with the Batu’s, so its a must-go thing for me.
4) need to go to some temple for praying purpose, requested by my mom

i came back with KIETH. my bus from kampar is at 3 pm.. (it takearound 2 hour and 30 minute to reach KL, when the bus reach. it will be 5.30 pm.. imagine 5.30 pm in KL on a friday )

the bus from pasar seni down to klang takes forever. i don’t even know i will reach klang or not. Reach klang super late..

(i am actually typing this post on the bus back to kampar,and the bus is crazily shaky fml )

so… on Saturday morning, my mom drag my to this temple to pray.. its a once a year thing, so i am ok with it.. and the crowd there is just FU-YEOH.. and smoke from joss stick sting my eyes and tears rolling down like i am watching titanic. LOL

and when i was lighting up the joss stick, i noticed there is this middle age mom with think eyeliner.. she keep looking at me.. she didn’t smile or anything.. she just stare.. reminds me of some serial killer, they just stare at you before they kill you.

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so after that, my dad bring me and my mom and also my youngest brother to the main pasar in klang.. YES THE SUPER HUGE AND STINKY ONE.. its been years i’ve been there. because of my assignment.. i have to be there and purchase some chicken.. and i don’t know 6 piece of chicken wing and 6 piece of drumstick cost RM22.. expensive sial..

in the kitchen, its me and my mom.. she teach me how to wash it.. remove the fat layer if too much.. stuff like that.. its my first time touching chicken == (i feel some of you guys wanna slap me dy)

this is how the chicken turn out after spending some time in the ~~sauna~~ oven.

Peace~

2011-09-28T06:29:00.001-07:00

sorry for the very very dead blog, it is only week 2 and all the assignment started pilling up like crazy.. SO MUCH FOR MISSING COLLEGE UH ? we human sometimes are never satisfied. When I am in sem break, I hope college starts soon. When I am in college, I hope sem break comes fast.. its only week 2.. sem break is far far away from now.

but for now, i need some ME time.. sometime for myself to do what i want (too bad there is nothing here, where i wish i can just lepak in a shopping mall alone)… sometimes i eat alone, and my friends are all wondering why am i alone.. i am not alone, don’t you see some transparent friend of mine sitting next to me ? her name is justina, my imaginary girlfriend. I SOUND PHYSCO DIDN’T I ?

don’t know why, i miss being silent.. too much talking is tiring.. sometimes we shall just shut up for a while, give your body a rest and your mouth a rest.. interacting sometimes leads to something bad. listening is better than talking.

I NEED ME TIME !!

Changes…

2011-09-22T10:57:00.001-07:00

nothing is permanent, things come and go.. life is not permanent, things around us are not permanent.. appreciate people around you, appreciate things you already have around you.

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so.. my blog is kinda dead, sorry for that.. i’ve been busy with college, and trying to adapt the whole “kampar” place all over again.. so far, everything is fine.. this sem is going to be a little hectic for me, schedule is kinda packed.. and i’ve been neglecting alot of stuff that i should be concern off.. (will have to work on that soon)

i’ve been doing alot of thinking lately, thinking about loads of stuff.. one of it is, should i always keep people around me pleased.. in sem 1, i’ve tried to be good around the people i know.. not to have conflict, even if there is one.. i will solve it as soon as possible, rather than just don’t give a damn about it.. cause i don’t want any conflict around me..

you can just say i don’t like conflict.. i don’t like negative stuff, i use to be a negative person.. if you know me back in my form 3.. i am one bloody emo guy, curse this and that.. one little single thing.. i’ll treat it like such a big deal.. bla bla bla.. but i’m glad i change to be a better person, still am a better person

so in college, there is alot of people around me. Too much people around me, thats why sometimes i want to be alone.. so i can have a little time for myself to do what i wanted. And i discovered that, i can no longer please everyone.. there is this person i use to be close with, but due to some conflict… i choose to stay away from this person.. i always settle conflict, but some conflict i rather let it be there..

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cockroach #1

2011-09-18T03:12:00.001-07:00

so.. when i first moved into this place for college.. i am not aware that there is cockroach around the area.. i find them super disgusting especially their colour… OMG.. i can just die and jump off the building..

thanks to this place, i start to develop my endurance towards cockroach.. i let it run free around the place… THE STORY CHANGE WHEN IT RAN INTO MY ROOM.. my roommate was like “how can you tolerate this?!!”

fyi: he is totally chicken towards cockroach, but. i congratulate him for killing his first cockroach in sem 1. so did i

so i think me and him can hold a broom in our hands and smack them without caring about their feeling… SO SO SORRY COCKROACH…

i was cleaning out the place just now, and i saw this black little thing running around.. i was like “HAAH ! FINALLY YOU SHOW UP !”

*smack* *smack*, *smack*… *DOUBLE SMACK !!*
“take that you bloody stupid cockroach” said justin with a slight fear he had towards cockroach
he continued washing the dishes which was left behind 3 weeks ago.. the cockroach play dead, it won’t trick justin… its either justin kill it or sweep it out the floor

justin took the broom, and open the door, and there he goes again.. smacking the floor like no body’s business. he managed to sweep out the cockroach like a golf ball, somehow he feels it is kinda fun. justin wore his slippers and went out. Justin aimed at the cockroach like a golf ball, one hit to sweep it down the floor and out the door it goes..

1..2..3.. *WACK!* there it goes, the cockroach flying in the air for its very first time..

BYE BYE cockroach

Childhood Memories

2011-09-07T01:00:00.001-07:00

don’t you feel that kids nowadays are missing so much.. as in they don’t enjoy their childhood like we did back in our time ? I’m glad that my mom had a kampung-like background.. i think because of that, i can really play in my kiddy time.

play with guli, congkak, and collecting all the colourful glass ball. To compare me and my brother.. i don’t know how to even use a handphone, and my brother know how to operate the phone to call and text someone.. same thing to my 6 year old cousin… (there is this girl that texted my youngest brother, saying.. “joshua, lets breakup.. i guess we’re not meant to be together… whatever i tell you to do, you always say cannot”… i was like WTF ! my brother is only 8 years old… i was teasing my brother and he was like “aiyo, the girl very troublesome lah”…)

oh ya, also with the rubbers.. i have no idea whatsup with rubber.. but i just collect them, and exchange them if i have extra to get a country that i don’t have.. so much fun.. then, someone started to poke stapler bullet under the rubber. So it will spin like a gasing. so fun, and we will make the best pointy bullet to make it turn longer..

remember these card decks ?
i bet most of you guys have played with these cards uh ? best game ever, but nowadays.. kids are playing with poker decks.. if they lose, some will even curse “$%^&” gosh….

weee !! Addam’s family. i no longer see this animation series on tv. sad

oh well.. miss playing with fire.. cooking with tree leaves, and spit saliva inside…. Ewww but fun XD
oh well.. kids nowadays preffer ipad and laptops.. boleh ke ? cook with laptop and ipad.. they don’t know what are they missing.. sometimes i do feel technology are somehow are damaging to the society.. but we can’t live without them isn’t it ?

*&^%$#@

2011-09-05T06:31:00.001-07:00

if you notice, kids nowadays speaks “fluent” vulgar.. i was shocked when i saw a little kid saying the F WORD, to his brother.. do they even know what are they saying ? ok lah, my youngest brother do know about the F WORD. but he didn’t use it at home, so far…. (even if he use the F word often in school, we’ll never know also, unless the teacher called)

to me the F word is to release my tension.. YES, TO RELEASE MY TENSION ALL IN ONE WORD.. how convenient is that ? for example, studying for finals and got so tension of the subject.. stressing your brain juice to understand every single thing.. you can’t avoid to curse the subject once or twice right ? instead of spending so much time cursing about the subject, just use the F word.. cuts down the time you use to curse

i will only use the F word to curse sometimes stressing me out, or someone who is ridiculously pissing me off. ok lah, so far there isn’t anyone that piss me off.. cause i rarely piss off.. (ok lah, there is a few in college.. i can’t make everyone satisfied right ? if they only want to think that way, let it be)

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honestly, i have no idea what to blog about.. i just feel that i need to update my blog, or it will be dead until college reopens.. i bought JULIE AND JULIA from book fair with a few DYC comms, just so awesome to go book shopping with them.

the reason i bought this book is because of i heard about this movie.. but i never watch it.. i actually saw this movie in the cyber in kampar, but it didn’t really catch my attention of watching it.. so i bought the book, it was about COOKING !!

you know i love food kan ? FOOD IS LIKE THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE.. i will die without food (everyone will die without food, what the hell am i even talking about –.-) so i started reading the book for the front few chapters,

JULIE and JULIA are 2 person, they don’t really meet in the movie.. JULIA is a woman who have the passion of cooking, eventually she studied cooking in France.. and she struggled much, to write a book, learning to cook, and to publish a book.. when she have no nope that her book will be publish, one editor took up the manuscript..and went back home and tried out one of the recipe, that is when the editor decided to publish the book..

way longer after that, JULIE. a girl that works by answering phone calls and solve problems the callers have.. THAT SOMEHOW MAKES HER LIFE QUITE MISERABLE.. and she never completed anything in her live.. so she decided to pick up a cook book MASTERING THE ART OF FRENCH COOKING by JULIA.. she will be cooking all the recipes in one year.

JULIE start off a blog to jot down her journey to complete the challenge.. ONE SINGLE YEAR, ONE BOOK, 542 RECIPES. eventually, the book guided her to change her life to become a better person..

WATCH THE MOVIE =)

the movie is quite entertaining, but i don’t really like the ending about what julia said about julie.. but for the book and the movie is quite different, not much detail said in the movie compared to the book..

me and my brother enjoyed the movie thou, cause its a different movie.. one movie, but the story of 2 different woman who loves cooking, one who wrote the book, and one that followed the book that change her life from her original useless life

you guys should totally watch the movie

camera or a phone

2011-09-03T10:28:00.001-07:00

i always wanted to get a new gadget to play with, its either i will be getting a camera or a phone.. i’ve been thinking for quite sometime.. i am going to buy a phone, i will be getting a touch screen phone (its the touch generation now).. the main point for getting a touch screen phone, high possibility will be getting samsung ace.. but i am worried that i am going to spend so much on it..

on second thought, i am planning to save.. and buy DSLR.. its been running in my brain..i can’t blog and post photo with pictures with my phone camera.. so shitty… and i’ve been playing with my friend’s DSLR.. seams like something i wished to buy..

took this pic with my friend’s DSLR.. at least the picture is better than my shitty phone camera.

GOING FOR DSLR ! going on puasa now to save money for a DSLR (don’t wanna ask me mom to buy for me thou, feel so guilty about it)

When everything is back to its original position

2011-09-02T09:56:00.001-07:00

If you don’t know, I AM BACK IN KLANG. its a good good thing, cause finally i can watch movie and do what i wanna do. WATCH MOVIE, SING K, HANG OUT,RETREAT CAMP, YAMCHA.. stuff like that.

ever since i reached klang, i ate bah kut teh. AWESOME AWESOME..i don’t find pork a nice type of meat to consume, but when it comes to a few special dishes like bah kut teh.. its a YES for me.. its been 3 months i ate my last bah kut teh.. so forgive me for eating 3 bowls of extra rice.. (i need to cut down on my carbohydrates intake)

and also, i’ve been to RETREAT CAMP.. THANKS TO THE K.L.F for organizing it. i am looking forward to see all the familiar faces. people that i’ve not see for quite some time.. i miss them so much.. A VERY SPECIAL GROUP OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. all of them are special to me =) YOU TOO

retreat camp is fun,enjoyed the games. and also more mafia games ! MAFIA is like the coolest game i ever played.. playing mafia with this group of people, alot of unexpected stuff can always happen..

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after retreat camp, me, shin ling, niro, wee kiat, wei xiang (sorry if i spelled it wrong). WE WENT TO BOOK FAIR IN KLCC !!!!! i am so excited !! I WANT TO GET INK SPELL AND INK DEATH…

but when i walked in, INK SPELL is sold out !!! i’ve been searching loads of popular for ink spell. SIGH… SIGH… SIGH… but i bought INK DEATH for only RM17 !! omg omg, even hard cover is selling on that price ! how awesome !!

i bought 3 books only, ink death, julie and julia, and some book that i think is nice. reading JULIE AND JULIA now. WEE !!

LOVE YOU !

The End Of Sem 1

2011-08-25T20:21:00.001-07:00

its actually quite fast how time pass by just like that. now its officially the end of sem 1. Don’t know lah, i feel i am satisfied what i experience this semester

college life is way different, when i first came here.. i am looking forward to be more independent.. i don’t get home sick, which was a good and funny thing. i am fine away from home, but sometimes i just feel like going home.

how will i conclude my first sem ?
at first i thought that kampar is a shitty place to study.. oh well, it still is.. but with all the friends you have around you, this place is no longer shitty..
have to agree with lipeng, this place is full with random people.. they can just call you up.. THIS IS LIKE A NEIGBOURHOOD JAM PACKED WITH PEOPLE YOU KNOW THAT STAYS AROUND YOU.. your friends just lived around you, you can even crash in for the night and talk till midnight. and have mamak for supper

i like the social life here, cause everything is just around here. you don’t need cars to travel around, a bike will do. ITS JUST A TOWN JAM PACKED BY STUDENTS. its fun =)

looking forward for sem 2, cause i can grab a knife and chase after people WOO HOO !
going back with the klang people tomorrow, today will be the day i am going to enjoy this place to the max !

KAMPAR ISN’T A BAD PLACE AFTER ALL. (if you are not a diva la, no worries.. there is no LV or Prada outlet here, not even a shopping complex.. this place won’t work for you)

MAR-KE-TING

2011-08-24T19:52:00.001-07:00

my tittle is pretty much explained what i’m studying.. this is the toughest subject ever in my current sem.. even worse than introduction to hospitality, there is a lot to memorize.. and i am not the person who memorize stuff, i need to understand.. or else it won’t work

wednesday is introduction paper
thursday is marketing
friday is kitchen sanitation

as you can see, there is no day gap.. i can’t actually fully prepare for the paper as i have a few papers before to prepare. after intro paper.. i am actually rushing back to my room to.. SLEEP… yes.. SLEEPING ! in the morning, i fell asleep at 11.30 am.. woke up at 2 pm

i am really planning to study the entire night.. i really did study the entire day, the most suffering moment of my college life.. when the time reached twelve.. i tried to sleep for the first time
turns out that i can’t even fall asleep.. i am turning around in my bed.. and it continues like this for one hour.. THEN I GOT VERY PISSED AND PEK CEK !

i woke up and study, and study till 2.30 am.. and i try to sleep again..

and again, i am feeling all scared and nervous.. don’t know la.. the fear of sitting for a new subject.. and the fear of what i am reading might not come out in the paper tomorrow.. if thats so.. i am officially doomed

i went to mamak with jasper, just to crap and chit chat and bull shit about exams.. and went back to my room..

and study again..

ter-fall asleep at 5 am.. woke up at 8am.. argh… went to college with m eyes half open..

seriously FML

I’m coming Home..

2011-08-23T00:07:00.001-07:00

early in the morning, woke up around 8am.. have to go to college to get my kitchen uniform measured.. so FUN ! and the uniform is like so CHIO ! somehow it looks professional lah, and the main thing is.. i love the buttons, the uniform had a parallel buttons.. just like a trench coat, just so yeng..

and with the chef coat, you look more professional if you wanna chase after your enemy with a knife.. HOW AWESOME !

so anyway, during the measurement. the tailor measured my waist, and its 29.. that means i didn’t gain any weight !

so i’m still save from reaching to this scary stage.. stupid fat-photo-booth.. ok la, at least i know how i look like when i gain weight, i will try to accept one day i might wake up from bed like this.. i will hang myself with noodles.. HAHA ! dramatic –.-
i don’t mind gaining weight anyway

SO !! after this week is sem break. YES YES YES !!

i can go back to enjoy my food, karaoke and alot of chit chat yam cha session with my friends

so for the first time i decided to go back by ETS.. and its RAYA WEEK ! which means, the tickets will be sold out quiet soon.. 3 of us are going back to KL, lipeng the constantly high girl, kieth mohawk, and justin the lion

me and kieth went all the way to KTM station to get the tickets.. and when we reached there… it was 12.45pm.. we went to the counter and they told us they are on lunch break… i was there asking some simple information about the train and is the ticket still available.. if not, we don’t wanna wait till 1.30 pm for the counter to reopen

she was like “tunggu tunggu, nanti counter buka”

one universal finger to you, thank you very much for the customer service.. she look at me with the “malas-nak-layan” face… wtfak

both of us waited there like 2 homeless dude, both of us almost fall asleep in the station.. kieth slept soundly..

-.-

after waiting for the longest 30 minutes ever.. the counter reopen, then we begin with the conversation
she   : yes ?
kieth: is there any tickets left for saturday ?
she   : uh ? which saturday, there is so many saturday.. *take calendar and show us* which one
kieth: this coming saturday
she   : how many person
kieth: 3
*then both of us show her the student id, cause we can get student rates for the tickets which was RM 21*
(3 tickets supposed to cost RM 63)
she : RM 85 thank yew

me and kieth went from slightly pissed to total WHAT THE FAK !

with student rate, RM 21 is now RM 27.. lipeng isn’t following so her ticket is RM 31

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i somehow swear this is the first and last time i will board on a train back to kl..
there is 2 ways to go down to KL. bus and train, train is safer.. but bus is more convenient

LETS COMPARE HMPH !

ticket purchasing
-for train, you have to buy a few days earlier. or else you will not get the tickets
-for bus, you will have to get their number and phone them up and collect the ticket when you reach the bus station. grab the ticket, pay and board on.
(bus is obviously more convenient is this way)

seating
-for train, if you go back with friend. the seating are not arranged to your wants.. you and your friends will be all separated.. HOW SAD ! no one to talk to.. if you wanna talk, you have to scream.. how inconvenient
-for bus, you can choose where you wanna sit.. your friends will be next to you
(bus won again)

pricing
-train is priced around RM 21- RM 37 Mmmmm
-bus is RM 15.10 per flow

the flow of direction
-for train, sometimes you will get seats against the flow of the train.. that means you will be moving backward.. how weird feeling is that ?… pernahkah you see aeroplane flying backward ?
-bus, its bumpy sometimes. depend on the bus, mostly fine. but you are always moving forward, unless you enjoy the backward-ness and you will have to kneel on your seat backward
(bus is better)

reached destination
-train will bring you to KL central, which is very convenient if you wanna go back by KTM
- bus will stop at Pudu bus station, there is always LRT. since i stay in klang, there is a bus in Pudu straight to klang
(for klang folks, bus is better)

bus or train ?

but no doubt, train is always safer.. but it is just too troublesome to purchase the ticket. as the ktm station is far compared to a phone call away

爱。。

2011-08-22T12:21:00.001-07:00

爱情可以很简单，可以很复杂。只是看你怎样去对待它。。
一个感情需要两个人去维持，如果只有一个人。有一天，他会很累。。
爱情，不分性别，年龄。
只是看两个人都多少勇气面对这些风风雨雨。

我们身边，都时常听到分分合合的故事。
听久了，对爱情的看法不会一样。
谈恋爱只是一个很漫长很痛苦的过程。
成功的机率不高。失败的，都会满身伤痕。
要把伤疗好也不容易，如果你真真喜欢一个人。
可以用上至少半年以上的时间，放下，忘记。。
半年后，也不代表一定会成功。

当你已近把伤疗好了，而有机会进入下一个爱情的故事。。
你会有哪个勇气走下去吗？还是你会停在原点，为了保护自己不会受到伤害。。

FINALS !!!

2011-08-21T23:12:00.001-07:00

oh well, finals will be ending on friday.. AND FINALLY !! SEM BREAK IS HERE !! i am looking forward to this day since we are all busy with assignment.. oh well, i still have 3 papers to sit for.. all the 3 papers are all the main important subject, and the sucky thing is.. 3 paper in 3 days.. tak de gap tau.. mati lah semua

i’ve been sleeping quite late lately, too early cannot sleep.. wtf right ? oh well. and i woke up at 1.30 pm today.. how awesome !

ok la, need to study =)

if i break up

2011-08-19T11:45:00.001-07:00

if i break up, i will consume alot of chocolate to feel better
i will eat all the junk food
i will enjoy all the best food around to heal my heart up

eventually, one day i will look like this.. HELL NO !

i am going to look after my weight, have a great week people !

Manual washing machine

2011-08-16T23:04:00.001-07:00

so ! today is the first day of my finals.. i can’t sleep yesterday night, panic i guess.. nervous.. scare that later i pee my pants in the hall.. i shall wear diapers next time.. can poop inside also, cause my friend have to wait 30 minutes to go toilet.. sad.. nanti paip meletup

and you can see gas coming out from the zip..

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hubungan ethnik paper was fine, i woke up late.. i am supposed to wake up at 7 am, paper starts at 9 am.. (like i will wake up early in the morning, i planned to study actually.)

oh well, my alarm rang.. i woke up, stare at me phone.. i tekan on the “shut off” button.. and continue back sleeping.. THIS IS A DAMN DANGEROUS ACT.. what if i missed me paper ? die la.. i need those ring ring alarm clock, that will ring and wake up the entire neighbourhood. they will be thankful, i guess…

SO!! after the paper, i came back. and i looked at my towel.. and i noticed that i’ve been using the same towel for one month… YUCK !!

but at the same time i am also lazy to even wash it with my hands.. so… i am going to wash my towel in the washing machine manually

this is how it worked.. it worked for my friend also

as you can see in the washing machine nowadays, you just throw in your clothes and put in the solution and it will do the work for you.. back in those days, we all wash by hands, and gotta scrub the clothes on the board

since i don’t have a washing machine.. and i just want to wash a towel.. i may present to you the MANUAL WASHING MACHINE.. all you need is a bucket, your favourite wash solution, water, something to wash, and your leg

you can do it when you’re bathing, at the same time.. you’re saving water.. HOW ENVIROMENTAL FRIENDLY ?!

(figure 1.a how to use MANUAL WASHING MACHINE)

referring to the figure 1.a arrange the apparatus as above

1) fill the bucket with water, pour in the solution
2) throw in stuff you wanna wash
3) strip naked
4) turn on the shower
5) put one of your leg in to the bucket
6)listen to the song below

follow the beat of the song, each beat stomp on the bucket one time.. you will be clubbing in the toilet and have the best time of your life in the TOILET, washing your clothes.. WIN WIN SITUATION. water saving also

HOPE THIS WORK FOR YOU, CAUSE IT WORKED FOR ME =P

pure FML

2011-08-16T04:59:00.001-07:00

thanks to this unexpected ridiculous weather in kampar, i’m officially heaty

i have to burn mid night oil to study, or else i will fail some subject.. OK LA, i’m lazy all these while.. so these few days.. i’ve been cutting myself and my body kinda like malfunction.. my friend say i am aging..

1) i cut my finger with my shaver, damn shit i tell you.. when i bath, it hurt like nothing else on earth

2) i bit my tongue, the back of my tongue.. my teeth are damn sharp, so.. when i am over excited with food, i will bit my tongue very easily.. i bit my tongue twice this week.. PURE FML

3) maybe i didn’t drink much water these days.. kinda forget about it.. (forget to drink water, haah !) and my teeth hurts, the whole gum hurts.. if my teeth kena pressure, it will hurt like you’re somehow pushing your teeth into your gums

and guess what ? i forget about that and i had dinner with kieth.. and i ordered a big plate of rice..

the worse part is, i took alot of chicken.. YENG LIAO LA.. die eating, die laughing, die die. i almost cried eating, imagine that.. cause i chew on the chicken, and i ter-bite the bone

WTF WTF WTF pure fml

Plans For Future

2011-08-15T11:58:00.001-07:00

SO, i’m in college now.. and i’ve been thinking.. i shall roughly mould the path i would like to follow and what i want to do in the future.. AS IN LONG TERM AIM..

oh well, i am currently studying in diploma for Hospitality management A.K.A hotel management.. (everytime i say hospitality, my friend will go “uh ? hospital uh ?”.. hospital your head).. so, there is one industrial training in diploma, i will see how i do in the training. if i did good, and the employer would want to hire me straight after i graduate.. i might wanna start working

I KNOW ITS HADTO PLAN EXACTLY, cause you don’t know what will actually happen in the future kan ?

1)i want to work in a hotel.. (especially HARD ROCK HOTEL )

2) i want to travel, to Europe, China, Vietnam, Bali, Taiwan, Itali, India.. of cause travel with a camera, need to own one nice camera.. but only when i work and i can afford one.. plan to buy a camera in college life, but it seams a little hard to save or even request my parents to buy for me

3) i want to own a very nice place, a condo maybe. the best if they have see though walls, projecting the whole KL.. how awesome is that.. (somehow seams like i’m dreaming, but will make it possible in life)

4) i want to join marching band, or at least learn more about colour guard.. no matter i have to travel to USA to join band or what ever.. i want to get back in action with marching band, I WANT MORE OF IT

5) i want to be married to my job, if that is what i enjoy doing..

6) if i am not getting married, i want to adopt a child.

7) THE MOST IMPORTANT, i want to be who i am.. without being afraid how would people accept me for who i am. i’ll wait till the time when i am mature enough to do so. this for sure i will not regret.. who will regret to have the chance to be who they are ? =)

you can take the post as a crap, but this is some of the stuff i wish to achieve.

Who am i ?..

2011-08-13T12:40:00.001-07:00

2 weeks more till the end of semester one, i am kinda looking forward to semester 2. CAUSE FINALLY I CAN ENTER THE KICTHEN ! i at least have to look forward to something right ? or else my college life will be a total boring story..

college have not been boring so far, people here are crazy and some how unexpected. lecturers are nice =)
finals is coming real soon, and i’m here blogging about it. HONESTLY.. i am lazy to even read all the notes given, NO HELL WAY I AM GOING TO TOUCH THE TEXT BOOKS..

the thing about textbooks, the main point is there.. BUT ! the writer will elaborate half a page based on one point, i will not be interested if you ask me to study the textbook.. STRAIGHT TO THE POINT !

i had 6 subjects, its not like any secondary school subjects like basic science or math.. but subjects like kitchen management and sanitation and introduction to the hospitality industry.. stuff like that.. still i have to study

my messy table, sigh… guys are like that la.. =P

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who am i ? only i myself know myself clearer than anybody do.

the end of week 14

2011-08-12T01:39:00.001-07:00

this is my first sem in college, i am very very excited in the beginning of the sem.. but when i face subjects that i hardly understand.. i feel like hanging myself with noodles

sigh,life in college.. and i experience the fun of rushing assignment, especially those assignment that require loads of research and constantly updating and meeting your lecturers.. some of us just totally forgot about it, oh well. at least we did ok =)

oh well, finals is coming soon.. it kinda feels like a mini spm, but way more stressful than spm. i don’t know why.

people in college have been stalking on my blog, cause i can know from nuffnang (one of the advantage off nuffnang) and they come to me and say “HEY !! JUSTIN, YOU LOOK SO RETARDED WHEN YOU’RE A KID..” i know i know, i posted pictures of myself

if you wanna compare, NAH ! below is the picture

form 1 and college sem 1

i have to admit i undergo plastic surgery =P

does this looks familiar to you ? ya, it looks like my head shape in the picture above XD

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people in college are fine, not as diva as i expected.. i was kinda looking forward to see some diva in college, so i can sarcastically mock them

my definition of diva people is :
obvious branded clothes (LV, PRADA, COACH) want people to rob you is it ?
wearing sun glasses / shades (sun very bright ke, dalam indoor ?)
high heels (the worst ! stilettos, jalan cat walk ke ? )

fortunately people in college is way better than i thought, (too much movie influence i guess) HAAH !

oh well, need to study.. started to cam whore and siok sendiri with my laptop webcam ==

apa lah justin ni

to justin:
i know its going to be a rough life, there will be up and downs and loads of drama.. but no worries, you have friends that can accept you for who you are. cheer =)

something happened

2011-08-08T13:04:00.001-07:00

LIFE

FILLED

WITH

COLOURS

BECAUSE

YOU

Panicking

2011-08-07T10:15:00.001-07:00

as you can see.. I CAN’T LOG INTO MY FACEBOOK !!!!!!!!

i am damn panic now..

there is only 2 possibility

1) facebook is doing their work…
2) hacker is doing the work of digging my stuff and post them online like what actually happened to my friend..

if my secrets is spread out… i swear.. i will find the hacker, will get the best hacker i ever know.. and track this fella

1) i will crack his balls, for me and my friend
2) i will give him a wedgie that he will remember forever
3) i will stuff insects into his body
4) will poke a metal pole through his head…

maybe i should just let go and accept if its true

the retarded looking me

2011-08-04T07:00:00.001-07:00

i can’t deny i look damn retarded in random shots.. seriously… photo shoot, just about any random shot.. i will look damn retarded.. if you cam whore with me, i don’t even have to mind about how the pictures would turn out.. CAUSE I KNOW I WILL LOOK RETARDED HAHA

retarded…. my eyes always close up.. cannot deny my eyes memang small.. have to wear bigger contact lens just to tell people my eye actually exist on my face..

so, a few days ago.. in the finalist facebook group.. someone announced that the event is published on paper.. i was like “wtf wtf wtf !!” cause, i know.. i will look damn retarded… for sure..
after reading the announcement, i ran all the way to the nearest convenient store. and bought star paper..

and i flipped the papers.. and there is 4 photos.. i actually look quite retarded in all … ==

the upper right, that will be the most retarded picture of myself ever.. i’m dancing.. supposed to smile, but i am not the person who are suitable to smile with my teeth exposed.. if i do so, I WILL LOOK RETARDED FOR SURE ! which i actually did.. ==

the rest was ok, but it was quite “chun” that we made it on the papers. will laminate this paper and show it to my son and daughters in future and say “your father use to look that retarded ==”

tiny bits of my life

2011-08-03T09:38:00.001-07:00

just going to update you guys with everything happened around me =)

i won the tittle of Mr Tarc.. which i don’t bother about getting the tittle, cause its not something i would wish to have.. oh well.. i can’t undo the process kan ? i just have to live with it fml

i got flowers for the first time in my life for the tittle won. cut them up and arrange them on my desk.. and they are now withered.. somehow reminds me of Puja. in Buddhism, flower represent a teaching from the Buddha. Everything is impermanent, they will come and go, flowers bloom and withered. Just like everything around you.

finally, i have the chance to visit the night bazaar in kampar. I’ve been a very busy busy person since the sem starts, I’m glad i had more time to myself after O night ended. Thats when i made my first visit to the bazaar. I am so brought away by the colours of the pies, so colourful. so tempting… and i bought them today..
“DO NOT BLOODY JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER..” it wasn’t as nice as i expected..
*i’m a little picky on food recently, maybe because the food here suck most of the time*

my friend went to bazaar one time, and she got me thing souvenir. CUTE KAN ?!! if you don’t know, i am a big fan of durians.. i seriously don’t get it why people don’t like durians.. ITS FREAKING AWESOME !! i actually open up the durian, there is one 1 segment, SO CUTE ! but its not nice to eat, as its not ripe yet

snip my hair so damn short for the first time.. i use to swear that i will not longer chop my hair short.. somehow i am bored with my fringe, and i have no idea the stylist snip my hair that short.. I DON’T REALLY MIND. I am actually happy cause my fringe is no longer there.. the way i should wax it is supposed to look like the left picture.. thanks to my “awesome” skill.. i have to mo-hawk my hair.. most people are shocked with my change of hairstyle

cause i look like the person if i lose my fringe i will cry or die.. nah, its just hair.. but i never hope to see myself revealing my forehead, cause its huge.. my friend say i look good. fine then hehe

conteng Tze Khin’s hand.. reminds me of secondary school. where i conteng my friend’s hand all the time

my DOMO. don’t ask me why i like DOMO so much. maybe because i find him cute, and constantly in panic mode all the time. so CUUTEE ! here is the animation if you guys haven’t watch it before

took this pic in college today!

LOVE YOU !

NEUTROGENA Deep clean cleansing lotion

2011-08-01T01:25:00.001-07:00

since my makeup remover is running low, and i can’t seam to find them selling anymore.. i have to try a new brand from the market.. I’ve have high expectation for Neutrogena. the packaging is very convincing. so, i bought the item above from Watson. you can just get it in any convenient stores..

so i planed to test it out, i do not use heavy makeup. i usually just use sunblock that contain the function to make skin more even. but anyhow, cleanser isn’t going to clean off all the previous product such as sunblock. IF YOUR CLEANSER IS THE MILD TYPE.

i’ve tried this both on BB cream and foundation.

according to the bottle
Neutrogena deep clean cleansing lotion thoroughly cleans and removes all types of makeup, even waterproof mascara and long lasting lipsticks, plus other skin impurities that can accumulate into your pores.
1)Its gentle emollients work at the skin’s surface to effectively sweep away all makeup without irritation, excessive rubbing or any greasy feel.
2) in one easy step, both face and eye areas are refreshingly clean and free of pore clogging residue.

directions:
apply to face and massage gently. Remove residue with cotton pad,tissue or rinse off. followed by the cleanser

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so today, i was almost late for class. i didn’t wash my face. i just apply sunblock and a little bb cream.. as i look dull and dead.. after class, i plan to give it a try. i followed the instruction, i am glad it wasn’t greasy at all. but it will be better if can be mixed with water, cause it dry up when you massage your face. after rinse, it leaves the skin awesomely soft. rating 3/5

and i decided to carry out a little experiment

i put alot of BB cream and next to it is foundation. and i pumped the product above on the back of my hand.. (i got nothing better to do haha) and i just play with the stuff.

it turns out to be as cloudy as that.. but when i rinse off.. some of the BB cream is still on, but the foundation is no where to be found.. its quite common that people nowadays use BB cream more than.. it can remove foundation well, but not stubborn BB cream.

A hair shaver made my day

2011-07-31T06:33:00.001-07:00

so anyway, if you met me in real life.. or, if you have ever seen all my cam whore pictures.. i always grow my fringe long to cover my enormous large forehead.. according to my grandma, it is a good thing that chinese have huge forehead.. my mom told me the same thing also
me: i don’t like my forehead la, its huge. so i need to keep my fringe to at least hide it
mom: wide forehead is good.
me: you thought computer is it ? it will release more heat from my brain so my brain won’t terbakar ?
mom: ==

my dad, mom, grandma, almost the entire member of the family wanted to convince me to chop off my fringe.. but i am very reluctant to do so.. I AM A STUBORN BOY, ACCEPT IT…

so yesterday, i went to the saloon that i always go to.. it was quite late already, i’m scared that my usual “hair chopper” wasn’t there. THANKED GOD HE IS THERE !! every time i sit in the chair, he will ask me.. “what you wish to cut?”.. i always reply “i have no freakin idea, just cut”.. i did mention about my fringe being quite annoying that i have to pin up when i sleep and all the hair to the back when i’m in the room.. IT IS JUST BLOODY ANNOYING… but i realized i have to keep my precious fringe *sobs*

but i know… if i’m typing this post.. my fringe is memang chopped short already.. saddening

he asked me that would i accept it if he chop my fringe shorter.. i was like “fine…”… SNIP SNIP SNIP.. OMFG OMFG OMFG !! so short, i was giggling to myself and i was kinda happy cause i no longer have the fringe blocking in front of me.. i was like “heheheh, so short !!!”

i am happy la, even thou i know i will look somehow retarded in short hair
so, i’ve come up with a few reasons i wanna snip my hair short ONLY THIS ONCE
1) at least i can ruin my image being a MR tarc
2) at least i can look retarded for some time
3) Kampar’s hotness is HOT ! need short hair in order to stay alive
4) ghost month coming, don’t want to run into any “friends”.. according to the cina myth, revealing forehead can avoid them.. my grandma said there is the “light” coming out from the forehead, i use torchlight la. even brighter, better yet. SPOT LIGHT !
5)the best reason is, I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO =)

but, never mind.. the hair will grow back, just like any other hairs on the body =P

before, i miss my fringe all of a sudden..

after the cut… pendek ==

LOVE YOU !! MUACKS !

so ego !

2011-07-27T02:00:00.001-07:00

so its been one week, that i’m carrying the title “MR TARC 2O11/2012” seriously, i don’t fancy these tittle stuff.. somehow i feel because of all these tittle given it restrict me for doing crazy stuff that i like.. SOMETIMES scold vulgar..

all the male finalist just don’t fancy about the tittle, we just follow the flow and help whoever who need help. when i was announced that i won the tittle.. they giggled in happiness… and they pat my back and say “gambateh”..

fml fml fml… seriously.. why me ? honestly, i don’t think i am eligible for such tittle.. its just not my thing.. ok la, since i got the tittle already, crapping on my blog doesn’t change anything at all.. FINE !!

some people say “uh ? why mr tarc is him ?” eh.. go ask the judges, its not that i want to get the tittle

some people say “he can become mr tarc uh ?” if you can crap this, why don’t i see you on stage ?

some people say “if he danced like that, i also know how to dance” check your pants if you got the balls to go on stage.

some people say “you guys did good” i will say “I LOVE YOU”

on this point.. i no longer wanna fuss about any words coming out from others.. ITS MY LIFE.. if i got the tittle, FINE ! i will live with it.. but i can’t ensure that stuff that i might do in the coming few sem will not effect the imagine of being MR TARC.

who knows that I might smoke in the future ? who knows that I might get addicted with clubbing everyday and got caught by police? who knows that I might be addicted to drugs ? LOL.. like i will ==

wth… i am not thinking like a normal person.. i’m just going to say.. ITS JUST A TITTLE..AIN’T GOING TO LET THAT CONTROL MY LIFE

honestly, i miss all the finalist so much.. so much time spend among each other, so much bonding.. so much sweat.. so much memories.. LOVE YOU GUYS.. thanks guys, for filling up my first sem with unforgettable memories

my competition partner.. not my gf ==
nanti her bf bunuh i. its been a good time working with her.. miss you much

O Night

2011-07-22T02:24:00.001-07:00

so… for the past month, i’ve been preparing for O night. The night where Mr and Ms Tarc will be elected.. And there is 10 of us which are the finalist.. all of us are divided into 5 couple.. and my partner is Joanne =)

it was quite an experience.. for the past few weeks, all of us have been spending hours and hours practising for the performance, and also the group performance.. It was hell, seriously.. but i’m glad everyone enjoyed, all of us didn’t really focus on the winning tittle. we all just wanna throw on a good show..

photo shoot are carried out, thanks to lipeng.I had some nice photos for my memories

before the whole thing start, i wanted to quit.. seriously, cause its so time consuming… and i have to focus on my studies also.. and its not easy… my partner is Joanne, and she is a very funny girl. I’m glad and fortunate that i can partner with her since both of our opinions are quite similar and both of us worked out quite well. =)

since the night is over, i can say i did not regret for joining this event

besides her, i also meet some new people, Stanley, Michelle, June, Chin Zai, Wai yee, Mei Zhen, Andrew and also Mr Thousand. its been quite an enjoyable time knowing all of them.. even thou we all all “competitors” for the tittle.. but we don’t really mind about the tittle. IT WAS ONE HELL GOOD EXPERIENCE..

before the night itself, we all rushed and finalized and change our stuff and practiced till morning.. i slept when the sun comes up.. wth wth wth.. i can feel the bond there where all of us help among each other.. it felt good somehow

not to neglect the committees for making it work out. arranging the photo shoots and also make such a long big banner for the couples.

the most SS picture ever in my life.. publishing a picture of myself in such a big banner ==

when the day comes, all of us are quite nervous.. cause we all all afraid what if something goes wrong.. what if i forgotten the lyric (where i did ==), where i forgot the dance steps for my performance (which i did too, but not a serious one).. but life gotta move on, get prepared for the next coming performance.. and don’t think about the past..

my indoor photo shoot, i look retarded haha

i did not edit the photo cause the committees got a team of makeup artist to makeup for us, and or the first time.. i got some professional makeup on. cover like no other business..thank you thank you to make me look nice for the night

my country is from egypt, and i have to dress like an Egyptian.. do i even look like an egyptian to you ? i mean my face, mana ade egyptian wax their hair and put on makeup ? haha

all the finalist, and also our dance instructor for the group performance. THANKS ALOT !! its been so long that i did not enjoy an choreography so much, and you guys made it possible =) i have to love their skills

my and Joanne with our clothes for our performance..

me in coat for the first time..

my flowers and trophies =)

now the flowers end up on my desk after i cut them and put them in bottles with water. want to make them last long

“we all all winners when we participated for the event, no matter how hard the process it.. we all stick back together and make it possible… gained with friendship, bond and experience.”

photo credit by Chia ping

WINNERS FOR ALL !

busy busy busy

2011-07-18T13:06:00.001-07:00

i never been so busy.. and guess what ? i am blogging in the middle of the night.. and i am officially switched my sleeping hour upside down. and i am more immune to stay in the night.. i am not a night person.. and now 1am is early to me.. and now staying up late at night is not a problem to me anymore

so far in college life.. i’ve experienced alot of stuff.. will blog in detail when O Night is over. ( O Night is the night where the Mr and Ms Tarc will be elected and announced, and i am in the running for the title.. honestly, i still don’t think i am eligible for it)

i’ve experienced the furiousness of rushing assignment, because we got so many assignment on hand and so much to do.. some assignment might just slip off our mind.. and all we can do is to spend the rest of the night in a place with all of your group mate to rush the assignment.. its just so fast and furious.. so fun ! lolz

and i’ve been spending alot of time on training on dancing for O night.. in this studio, i have to say the guy is GOOD ! he is seriously good, he go into every single tiny dance detail… which cause alot of hell moment for the learners (me)…

ok la. need to continued with my stuff

love you guys like i always do

everything is destined (i think)

2011-07-08T10:42:00.001-07:00

sorry for the very very dead blog… i’m so busy… my mom even called and say “you very smart uh ? move out from the house for college already and you will never call back..” that is very true.. cause.. i don’t have the time (not to show off i am busy, but i am busy)… and my mom think that I’m enjoying here with the monthly allowance my dad give me..

now i am well known for being busy.. cause i did not attend as much yam cha session at night with my friends.. cause i am involve with a school event.. its funny to say, i am in the running for Mr Tarc.. so diva kan ? somehow i feel i am not eligible for it, its not like i am not confident about myself.. its just not my thing to do, well.. its too late to quit already.. at least i had fun meeting some new friends (the finalist)… fyi, the practice is tiring.. somehow reminds me of band practice

because of i am so busy everyday, i don’t have the time to even wash my clothes.. i have been sending my clothes to the Dobi for some time… make my job so much easier, but yet… i have to wash my underwear… if i don’t wash them soon, i will have to go out without one, or i’ll be wearing a old one XD

i’ve been meeting alot of new friends, most are nice.. some are not… but so far, i am loving them… (i miss klang also ok ? miss DYC comms the most.) will not forget you guys ok ? somehow i realized, if its not because of the camp.. i wouldn’t be who i am today.

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another funny thing about the college, it was also known for being a match making centre.. my hubungan ethnic teacher told me its one of the subject in the college, pat-toh-logy.. hahaha

the reason for people to get into relationship so often and so fast in college is because everyone just live around here.. ITS WITHIN WALKING DISTANCE.. and they can chit chat everyday.. people here in kampar love to social..

i prefer being single hehe

the NIGHT is coming up.. will be even tired soon

love you guys most !

cina needle

2011-07-01T23:08:00.001-07:00

last week i fall from a short stair case, and twisted my ankle.. my friends told me to consult a doctor, but i just don’t trust the doctor there.. since i heard a couple story about the lousy doctors there.. so i decided to come back to klang..

it doesn’t hurt that much compared when i first injured myself.. its way better already, even thou i feel better.. i am still determined to consult a doctor since i still need to dance.. hehe.. i walked to this chinese clinic.. i walked in and saw this man sitting there, and he asked me watsup..

so i told him that i injured my ankle and he want to take a look on my ankle.. thanked god its nothing big.. he said that he will need to let the clotted blood out.. i was like “HOW THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO DO IT ?”

i am a little chicken la.. you know la, about chinese medical treat.. they use needle, pumps, needle and more needle, and the way they massage is super super painful..

he used a pump to pump the area, and then he use a needle to poke poke and poke on the area… BLOOD CAME OUT ! so cool, somehow i find it fascinating to see the blood coming out by itself (can i play with it ?)

then he asked me is it ok for him to poke a few needles in, so its faster for me to heal up

“so is it ok i poke a few needles in ? its faster for you to heal too”

“er……..”

“ok, i take that as a yes”

“whhhaaat ?”

then i lay on the bed, and he took a few needles out, and slowly poke them in one by one.. i was shocked that it doesn’t hurt as much as i expected, but it huts damn lot if your more your leg when the needle is it .. cause the needle will dangle outside your leg… imagine a needle poke into your hand and i move the needle left and right

my elephant leg turn out to look like that.. with 5 needles punctured into my leg.. the feeling of wanting to laugh but can’t.. cause the needle will dangle and it will hurt…

AWESOME !!!!! so much for twisting my ankle

part time O.K.U

2011-06-28T09:30:00.001-07:00

it was the last day of the trip.. and the busses stop by some market for them to get some souvenirs from penang.. i walked down from the bus and walked towards the market.. there is this big wide road, and the cars are crossing without caring about the people who cross the road.. some guy honk me (don’t let me find you, i will slap you. i am crossing on the zebra line)

and after a couple friends of mine drag me to some shop to shop.. i am supposed to walk to the other shop and i don’t know there is a stair.. there is a guy blocking my way too.. and the floor is in green colour.. both floor and stairs..

and i missed my step and fall from the 2 step stairs and lied on the floor.. and i twisted my ankle for the very first time.. (macam i am very happy to twist my ankle) hurts like nothing else on earth !!

my god.. and i have to balance on one leg and the other one hurts.. i can’t even step on the ground.. my friend bring me to the other side of the road.. and all the cars honk and honk.. EH ! is this how you will treat a O.K.U ? even i am not.. if a real O.K.U pass by, and you guys honk.. you have no moral..cheh.. haha

this bloody twisted ankle still hurts.. and i have to walked like an O.K.U..

don’t worry, pictures won’t spread the smell of my leg.. hehe

the thing about penang

2011-06-25T21:30:00.001-07:00

my course lead lecturer decided to make us organized a trip to penang.. and i am very very excited, cause i love penang alot.. any way.. its a 3 days 2 night trip, and on the both nights. we will be having a night event. something like a dinner night.. and i am so blur when i was selected as the assistant entertainment manager.. it was just so random.. (i was calling my friend from the other side and i put my hands up with the lecturer pick people to take up the post)

because i am taking the post… SOMEHOW I FEEL ITS DESTINED TO TAKE THE POST.. i am doing all the performance planning and all.. DAMN TIRING.. but it paid off when all of us had fun.. thanks to lipeng to be my last minute emcee.

a couple days ago, lipeng helped me to get some photos shot for MR TARC.. yes… i am in the running for it, i know my standard.. i am not eligible for such stuff… anyway, i’ll just do what i can do.

still in penang, update you guys soon. here is a picture of me and my partner

Nu Skin Clear Action

2011-06-16T00:51:00.001-07:00

here i am doing a product review about something i’ve been using.. (regarding to my experience)

i have my mom’s skin condition where she suffers through pimples skin, and very very very oil skin.. not only the T zone, but the entire face… (oily skin is a damn celaka skin type, when sun light strikes on your face.. it looks like a mirror) what so ever…

i’ve been using alot of skin care products since standard 6… my mom bought me all these stuff… i tried some of the brands you can get in guardian and watson.. and its disappointing that they don’t work just that well.. my friends bought stuff from the stores, and it worked well for them.. FML FML.. how ever.. my mom have been using me as a lab rat to try all the products.. THANKED GOD !! I FINALLY FIND A PRODUCT THAT SUITS ME.. (my skin actually react to the product)

my skin is obviously way clearer, my cousins said so too.. here is the brand i wanna introduce to you guys.. (i did not receive any pay from them ok ? blogging about it cause it worked for me)

my mom bought the set for me. And i am like “omg… another set of skin care.. i am your lab rat is it ?”

it comes with a cleanser, toner, night cream and day cream.. when i open the box.. i was like “where is the moisturizer”

the promoter say i should not layer my skin with so much product.. (i don’t usually trust promoters =P)

from the left, the toner, cleanser, night cream, day cream.. they don’t have pimple gel or oil.. they will treat the skin with the night and day cream.. (the toner is chio, cause the bottle opener is so different.. you have to twist before you open..)

will start from the cleanser

CLEANSER rating 4.5/5
the wash is quite milky, and i don’t like milky wash.. doesn’t feel secure enough that i will clean my skin well enough.. cause i like cleanser with loads of bubbles.. if your cleanser give you a squeaky clean skin, as in over dry and very very clean TOO CLEAN.. its not a very good cleanser, cause it cleanse away the natural skin protector.. (i learnt my lesson..) the NU Skin wash was milky, and after washing.. my skin doesn’t feel too clean.. its clean, but its not over drying the skin. cause i know some wash will clean all the stuff from your skin..

THE TONER rating 3/5
the way to open the toner is different.. its a little tricky.. but when you know how to use it, its actually quite convenient to use.. better than some toner i use before, i have to unscrew the cover, keep turning the bottle cap, then close back.. DAMN TROUBLESOME..with this toner, i feel its ok to use.. cause i don’t really get the right explanation about toner.. some say they makes the pores smaller, some say they remove the impurities.. bla bla bla
i feel, its just a step to make the next product absorb better into the skin.

The Day Cream rating 4.5/5
the day cream is something like a formula you use in the day time.. because they don’t have any specific product to attack on pimples or blemishes. this cream do the job, i am glad that it dried easily and fast.. honestly, i like the content of the product.. even like new pop-ups, they can minimized the size and make it smaller.. eventually gone.. pimples i got wasn’t small.. its just huge, and its very tricky to handle them.. and i use to have the habit of squeezing them out.. (doesn’t sound so nice).. anyway, i stop doing that.. even thou i still have the feelings of doing so something.. but the day cream will treat the face and less redness.. it treats the skin as a whole, instead of the pimple area.

The Night Cream rating 4.5/5
this is the cream where you put on when you wanna sleep thought the night.. i will say it does stop pimples from popping up in the night.. (its damn celaka to wake up with a new pimple).. but i find this cream avoid the pimples from invading your face through the night.. and it treats the skin and pimples at the same time..

celebrate healthy clear skin ! (still fighting for it though, but i am grateful my skin is way better than my skin condition in my form 5 times )

asam lollipop

2011-06-15T00:52:00.001-07:00

its been another busy busy week for me… (every week i am busy)… and i don’t know why people here and my friends around me are getting into relationships… and they say the college is also knows as “婚姻介绍所”which means, a place to match make.. so you can get married after you graduated from college..

how ever they want to say about getting into relationships.. in my opinion, some of them are just bored of staying at home and decided to get into a relationships to burn their time.. blecks !!

i’ve been having alot of quiz and test… dah nak gila… its very obvious that i don’t know how to manage my time properly.. cause my schedule is very pack, and i no longer feel like following any schedule..

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there is another weird thing.. I am the top 10 for Mr Tarc perak campus… and my friend just shout “mr tarc !!!” and i just walk away…

eh… i don’t see i am qualified to be in the top 10… its not like i don’t have the confidence in myself.. but i just feel there are more people who are more eligible than me… i am just confused man…

jiyo’s head blocked by my asam lollipop.. (it was actually good to eat).. and tze khin

feeling like snapping pictures all of a sudden..
feel like getting a DSLR… but.. money problem.. should start to save for one

just had lunch in the hospitality restaurant.. its a 3 course meal, but too bad i ate the main course before i snap a picture of it

the dessert, like this the most. so yummie !!

Mother fried chicken

2011-06-11T02:53:00.001-07:00

i don’t know what is the title is even supposed to mean.. should be some ear-friendly vulgar my class created… i think…

after being in kampar for 1 moth and 1 week.. do i love this place ?..

the answer will be NO.. let me tell you why, its hotter than any place i ever been to in malaysia.. and its even hotter than klang.. can you imagine that ? i was hoping that this place will be as cold as genting highland.. ( eventhou i know its impossible) the place is just fine, cause i got friends with me.. FINE !! going to be stuck in this place for 2 and a half years !

lets not talk about the place, lets talk about the food here… I bet you guys heard of Kampar’s super huge chicken burger… i know its nice.. and that is the only nicest thing to eat followed by mamak food.. the food USED to be nice here.. don’t know what happen to the hawkers.. the food don’t taste that nice… its either too salty or too tasteless…

if you compared to penang and klang… kampar’s food cannot even fight.. there is nice food in kampar, yes… but in old town, and my area is in the new town.. which the food suck most of the time..

so most of us eat here for the sake of filling up our tummy.. for someone who love food… this is a long long suffering process..

but !!!!! i finally get some decent standard nice food.. had lunch with lipeng and kieth we ate KFC !!!!!!!

thank you for serving me food that i can actually taste.. or else i will feel the world of food will disappear from the world.. thank you KFC.. *tears in my eyes with happiness and hope*

hot hot bus

2011-06-06T03:51:00.001-07:00

i came back last weekend, cause i am paying my aunt a visit since she came back from USA with my cousin. can’t deny she gets prettier every time i see her.. she is a mix chinese and white.

me and her.. honestly, if its not my hair… i will be shorter than her.. (i look bloody stupid in the picture, but i am glad that i don’t look as stupid as i use to look in form 1.. search my previous few blog post then you will see my form 1 photo. =P

my cousin Erica went back on friday.. where i don’t have the chance to see her since her flight is in the morning, and i can' only reach klang at night.. OH WELL ! i’ll meet her again anyway. (after 4 or 5 years)

ben and her sis pick me up from my house around 5. and the sister drives furiously to the pudu station.. thank god the traffic is smooth, there is no any serious jams.. and ben and i got on the bus..

and when i got into the bus… all i do is.. SLEEP…. i can’t do anything, if i don’ sleep. I will just switched on my laptop and watch movies… but i just wanna sleep, here is the thing about the bus…

the air-con… the air came out was normal air temperature… not anywhere near cold…. i was like “you’re f’kin kidding me right ?” and then the air con switched off..i was like “FMLFML FML FML”.. and then the air con switched back on.. and i am ike “THANKED GOD !!!!!!!”.. and then it switched off again ==

continuously for the coming 1 hour.. PURE FML EXPERIENCE.. its like sitting in a dry sauna..and ben gave me the look on the face that he will faint anytime, and he will refrain himself from fainting. who knows you faint and because you’re lacking of oxygen level in your body.. you fainted and not waking up ever again..

and the bus driver was some old uncle.. honestly.. i wish he can just shut up for a while.. i would appreciate the bus will be in silence and peace where everyone just sit in their seat and do their own thing.. and the bus driver was like “AMBOI !!! WAYAR SUDAH PUTUS LAAAHH !”… and he keep shouting the same line for 11 times..

and when i reached kampar, when i got into my friends’s car.. i believe that the air-con from my friend’s car is a pure heaven experience to me

the buss with the car plate number 7611.. i will never ever get my ass on that bus ever again..

*just wanna bitch about how awful the bus ride is*

makeup ?

2011-06-03T09:03:00.001-07:00

so a couple days ago.. a team of clinique people came to the college, to give a short workshop about makeup and skin care.. (obviously nowadays girls don’t do makeup, MOST of them think its troublesome) shind and li peng.. its not going to take you so much time to do your daily makeup kan ? the speaker is someone named David, a guy that do makeup.. do you noticed that makeup artist and clothes designer are nowadays are guys ? i was told that guys are more bold and creative on art.. you agree?

so anyway, David teach about how to cleanse the face.. how to toner the face, stuff like that.. and i hear some girls saying, “WAH ! SO MA FAN” (so troublesome, she said)… to look presentable and clean clear skin in this line is important, its all about first impression.. talking about makeup, i believe theres guys out there use makeup. i do use BB cream sometimes.. but i no longer use them, cause i don’t see the need to use it in college.

if girls say that makeup is troublesome and skin care is too much… die liao lo.. the makeup and skin care industry might need to re-market their target on guys already… haha

what so ever, I AM BACK IN KLANG !!!!!

why hospitality ?

2011-05-28T07:27:00.001-07:00

its been the fourth week in kampar, this place is way way hotter than i thought it will be.. SERIOUSLY… if i can just strip naked and walk in public haha.. My lecturers are fun, my kitchen lecturer watch anime… AWESOME !

did i regret taking hospitality ?
no, its what i want to study.. even thou my dad had the opinion of there is no future in this line.. being a hospitality student, you don’t have to only work in an hotel.. if i don’t work in a hotel in the future, i might work as loan shark with tattoos around my body.. MACHO ! haha imagine tattoo on a tree branch

why hospitality ?
i like the environment of the hotel, i don’t know why.. but i love hotels, just so classy.. and i like to work in the service line.. (brings me the memory of working as a part time bed sheet seller serving bitchy customer)
besides that, one of the reason… i can catch people visiting the hotel.. who knows right ? in the future, someone i know might come to the hotel and buy a hotel room hugging a girl or a guy… heehe, before you know it.. it will be all over FACEBOOK ! and i can blackmail you and i can get extra income, not bad right ?

my favourite subject of the semester
INTRODUCTION TO HOSPITALITY
its just a intro about how stuff works in hotel. its fun to listen to my lecturers to share her experiences and funny stories.

Kitchen management and Sanitation
er… i love FOOD… reasonable ?

i am looking forward in taking Japanese class, so i can scold someone in japanese while they don’t even understand what am i talking about..

(typing this post cause i am bored)

i am dead

2011-05-26T10:12:00.001-07:00

oh well.. my blog is quite dead for sometime… i am kinda tired haha, i only slept one hour yesterday thanks to some dirty mamak food that caused me stomach ache throughout the night.. (visited the toilet numerously)

i am just going to update some about my life here in college.. the semester is quite fun, there is a few subjects that i love to study. And for sure when you come to a new place, you will automatically make more new friends. When you make more new friends, they will call you out for YAM CHA session… everyday i go to gahny mamak, just to watch start world and drink teh ice

hahaha, and i got alot 2 assignment on hand.. and for now, my toughest task is to arrange a performance.. i was selected to join this committee to plan the field trip to penang in the coming month.. and i am selected as the assistant entertaining manager, sounds cool uh ?the job is tougher than i thought.. i am fine with performance, its just that sometimes i don’t find myself capable to do this.. (like i have a choice)

i am tired, just came back from another meeting… i went for audition for Mr tarc… ==
its a funny thing, and now we have to plan a10 minutes performance… i don’t expect myself to get into the finalist, even thou my friends al are teasing me by saying “ HERE COMES MR TARC !”… if i got into the finalist, fine then.. no special feeling.. i am not craving for fame in college, rather just study hard than getting famous…

i am studying Hospitality management, and my lecturers are just so fun. Ms Julie is the best, she can really dance. hahah

oh well.. i need to sleep now

the letter to the 16 year old me

2011-05-20T09:59:00.001-07:00

Inspired by the gypsy

To the 16 year old me

you should be starting your secondary life already… at least you had one of your best friend following you to the same school.. you will eventually joined this society club because someone tricked you into it.. ITS OK TO BE TRICKED.. as you will eventually believe that everything is destined… you will join this club, and you will know alot of people, some of them might be nice. you will stick to this club and help them with the events. But when you reached form 3, you are given your first event to organized.. you had your board list listed, and you will find out that no one wanted to cooperate with you in this event.. your president will be standing with you, you had him to guide you..

do not underestimate yourself. for the first time, because of this event.. you done all the job, from secretary, treasurer, you did all the job.. because of this event, it make you grow.. you become more capable to take on task and accomplishing it.. after form 3, your life will start to get more exciting..

justin, do you remember Ruby when you met her in form 1. she is your SIFU for dancing haha. she will convince you to join this camp that she said it was located beside the graveyard.. JUST JOIN.. you’re only steps away from knowing the best people you ever had in your life.. you will be joining the camp for years and years to come..

in form 4, you will be assigned to MARCHING BAND.. the place you never thought of even joining it.. YES, you will be joining them and getting in charge of a brand new section COLOUR GUARD.. you will eventually be in love with it.. let me tell you about this, its not going to be easy.. ITS NOT.. you will be standing under the sun for so long till your skin feels like burning on flames.. your coach will be strict and demanding, but he will be one of your most respected person in your life.. he will teach your alot of things in life..

if you made it through, you will grow into a better person.. you will be representing the school for marching band competition, be prepared for it.. its a priceless experience..

in form 3 you will be offered to join the committee of the camp.. you will take the job.. jessy is your president, besides her.. you will get to know alot of awesome people, THEY WILL BE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE YOU EVER KNOW IN YOUR LIFE. you will do all the best to be friends with them, because of the camp and the friend you make.. it will make you grow even more..

JUSTIN.. you are different from anyone else.. do not be afraid of being who you are, even thou not all might accept you for who you are.. you will be clear about your thoughts when you grow.. you will be very determined to be who you are.. you will know this girl SHIND.. you can tell her all your things, even thou she might kena-kan you. you will eventually find out she will be the best person to talk to about your stuff..

in form 5, it will be a rough year for you.. you will be going into a very rough love relationships.. the only you fell hard.. if you wanna grow and learn from mistake about LOVE.. just go for it.. thats what i did and i end up suffering.. haha.. you will be joining marching band in form 5, and you will quit your job in the club officially in form 5.. just quit, theres nothing there for you to look forward to already.

theres alot more than can’t be explain by me, you will have to explore yourself.. theres alot of people around you who love you, friends, family.. don’t ever feel you’re alone.. there is people around you that care for you.. you mom loves you alot

heres the rules i’ve set for you for your life

1) be yourself, even thou not all might accept you

2) be good to your friends, they will be the best people you will ever need in your life

3) if you’re feeling tired in life, skip school and hang out by yourself ( i do that all the time, i got caught once thou..)

YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE JUSTIN, do not blame others that you wished to be normal.. just accept you’re not, you will see the world in a view that not everyone would have.. you are born this way

ridiculous stuff

2011-05-17T01:42:00.001-07:00

now i know why theres alot of traffic jams, cause the drivers are confused

how to puss ? i only know how to push

now i know theres such job to sell girls off.. penjual gadis…

i wanted to get one of this… my laptop is getting the heat easily.. this should solve my problem

don’t be shocked if you see someone pee or poop in the public, what to do ? we are trained to do so

this is the best part

AYAM MEE BESI LANTAI !!!!!!! direct translate is just funney !!!

makanan laut mee besi lantai…. who made this board…

unexplainable smell

2011-05-16T12:26:00.001-07:00

so anyway, a couple days ago me and my roommate went back to our kampung(klang).. and before we go back, we spot this bowl with dragon fruit skin. the only explanation is one of the housemate ate it and put the skin in the bowl and put the bowl at the sink… and when the skin is still fresh, is still red and very fresh…

but after we came back from klang.. the bowl is still there, and ben tell me its rotten already… OMG … the smell is just so unpleasant, i am brushing my teeth by the sink and i have to face the smell.. and a couple days ago, i sprayed the bowl with febreze, I HAVE TO.. i can’t tolerate with the smell… ITS JUST PURE AWFUL… the housemate is now away for sem break and i just hope that he come back soon and clean it..

I AM NOT GOING TO CLEAN IT FOR HIM

YERRR !!!!!! gosh !!!!

I’m Coming Home

2011-05-13T09:59:00.001-07:00

how is college ? (it wasn’t that bad actually, i know quite alot of new friends.. some are just so crazy, but not all are the people that i wanna mix with)

so for this semester, i will be having 6 subjects to study.. eh, a little stressful.. but, i am going to be optimistic.. I CAN DO THIS HAHA. but the thing i am looking forward to is the field trip

the hospitality class, tourism and food service class are going on a tour to a hotel i penang.. I AM SO EXCITED ! i always like hotels, i like working in a hotel. I LOVE THE ENVIROMENT.. thats one of the reason i’ve chosen hospitality. so anyway, theres a list of committees to be organizing for the trip. GUESS WHAT ? i am one of them ==

it was quite a funny story how i am chosen to be one of the committees… and i am now the assistant for entertainment… ok la, at least i am working on something i am familiar with.

OH WELL! i am looking forward to it.

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now i realized that being away from home can be very tiring. I DON’T LIKE STAYING AWAY FROM HOME.. but i am no problem if i need to move out to some other place (i am currently in kampar).. i am glad that i am going back this weekend..

now i have some questions flowing in my mind, i am not going to type all on my blog.

moody moody time

RUBBER TUBE =P

2011-05-13T09:58:00.001-07:00

last week was orientation, it lasted for 4 days.. 4 looong days, but i’m glad it ended so i can actually start on my studying.. I MISS STUDYING… some of my lecturer is cool and awesome, i said SOME ! so anyway, during the orientation. we were all separated into groups. ITS MORE LIKE A MINI DAY CAMP TO ME. in my group, theres 26 member.. (I AM SO CURIOUS WHAT GAMES CAN THEY PLAY WITH SUCH A BIG GROUP) theres 22 groups, each groups with at least 23 member..

THATS ALOT OF PEOPLE.. imagine playing station game, its nearly impossible to get everyone involve at the same time. just as i expected, not all are participating in the station games. cause theres just too many of us.

BACK TO THE MAIN THING. my group facci had his birthday today, and we are celebrating for him. ITS HIS 20TH BIRTHDAY. me and my friend both put our present in a pack.

i plan to buy him condoms (to remind him of being safe while doing “exercise”) i actually did

in kampar there is a 7’eleven, and i bought it there. (i walked in with ben and jasper.. both of them straight walk all the way to the back and pretend to look for some drink.. and i am at the condom section selecting which condom to buy..) and jasper was like”OH MY GAWD !!!!” and after i’ve decided, i bring it to the counter..

and theres 2 young malay girls in the counter.. and both of the grin, i wonder what they are thinking.. me buying condoms with 2 guys.. if they are thinking that way la.. they laugh like crazy after we stepped out from the shop.. its funny la, its just condoms guys.. hahaha

and after the party, we make the birthday boy do something. we asked him to take it out and put in his finger, and lick it 3 times and say the flavour.. theres no flavour for the condoms, and he said BBQ hahaha. and we had the condoms on a tree ==

so fun !

so anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!

this is my group, we pretty much still hang out. and some other group already broke up and gone back to their separate life. LOVE YOU GUYS

LOVE YOU TOO =)

loooonng Saturday

2011-05-07T06:24:00.001-07:00

its of the longest saturdays ever… i wake up at 10 am in the morning, orientation ends on friday.. such a long long week… gosh… so anyway, orientation finally ended.. and i am very glad that college are starting very soon.. and i know some of my lecturer are quite awesome, but the other SOME.. i don’t know about it la, cause i know that some of the lecturer are quite scary.

i sent alot of my clothes to the dry cleaning shop. and i still have some clothing with me like undergarment and socks.. impossible i am going to send these stuff to them and ask them to wash for me right ? how weird… so, so smart of me and ben (my roommate) both of us woke up in the morning and started washing clothes in the toilet. and its my first time to wash with hands and theres alot of t shirt and underwear. and after i susah payah wash everything, and when ben open the door to the open place to dry our clothes.. thers alot of sun…

but the sun won’t directly hit the clothes.. cause theres a half transparent plastic on the top… i don’t know it will dry up before the sun set or not

turns out, my clothes are still wet.. some are dry..ben and i decided to move them into our room… and we actually did

it supposed to be dry outside… mana tau.. the sun wasn’t hitting on the clothes directly fml

ben took a rack and put it in the middle of the room, under the fan to dry the clothes.. and i had a another standing fan blowing towards my unders, hahaha..

and for the rest of the t-shirt… i hang them on the curtains.. hahaha, like some pasar malam selling clothes shouting “SATU 5 RINGGIT, SATU 5 RINGGIT MARI MARI MARI !!”

it looks like i am sleeping in a room filled with wet clothes, oh well hahaha

besides that, i got my class schedule.. this is the schedule for the coming semester.. at least 2 class per day, but on tuesday, i got 4 class a day.. JUST KILL ME

and i am told that i need to chop my fringe off cause i am studying in the hotel line.. and need to look neat and presentable… saddening..

ok la, that pretty much everything..

woo hoo, i am going to strip

2011-05-05T03:06:00.001-07:00

haha, just a very lame title cause the temperature is too hot… JUST TOO HOT. hotter than klang, but anyway. this place is fine, everything is within walking distance.. and the people here are fine, just SOME people i don’t really like… its very rare that i don’t like someone… if i don’t like someone, that means the person got some serious problem.. especially with this girl.. if you wanna know about this girl.. i am very willing to tell you the story, cause i need to tell out to release the anger within me XD

whatsoever, ben(my roommate) asked me don’t i miss home… i would say, i don’t miss home that much. cause i am adapter, i adapt to the environment very easily.. and i adapt to groups of people easily.. so i don’t find any struggle at night before i sleep.. I DID NOT CRY WHEN MY PARENTS DROVE BACK, AND I DID NOT CRY WHEN I SLEEP AT NIGHT. hahaha

but its a good thing that i am starting to like the bed. cause i don’t get myself used to sleeping on a new bed.. i prefer my bed back in klang.. but i got 2 golden pillow with me, at least some part of the house is still with me.

orientation is ok, but i will just say its just too long….. 4 days man !! i wanna sleep, starting for the second day.. its 8 to 5.30… i was like o.0 !!

i am so tired right now.. cause i’ve been walking alot in the campus… its quite huge… oh well…i need to sleep and rest for a while..and i got practice later.. sienz kao !

with lot and lot of love

justin lim

WEE !!!

2011-05-01T05:31:00.001-07:00

YEAH !! i finally blogging for my new life, college life. I AM GOING TO GET SOME SERIOUS HOMESICK SOON XD

so anyway, yesterday night. my mom and i and the other two brothers are in the room. had we had some mother and son chat for a couple hours. since i spend more time with my mom compared to my brothers, i am very positive that my mom will miss my shadows in the house. ITS NOT LIKE I AM NOT GOING BACK RIGHT ?

so anyway, in the morning. my mom wanted us to wake up at 6am, she woke up at six. but i wake up at 6.30am. i bath and i recheck all the stuff i need (who knows right ? i might forget to bring my undergarment XD)… i had fun waking my little brother up cause he is such a sleepy head. i wake him up by whispering to his ears “hey,kakak gone back to indonesia” and then he wake up straight away XD

(i am not excited, but i am looking forward to a new experience.. OK LA, I AM EXCITED)

and my mom ask me to bring all my bags and boxes to the car… and, i don’t know how does it work.. but it fitted just right.. the whole back storage

sorry for the photo quality, i am getting a camera soon IF POSSIBLE

so, my dad bought breakfast (chicken rice) honestly…. it taste like raw chicken, and still so bloody.. and the rice is just… super super super yuck.. imagine cooking rice and you had, ginger, salt, sugar, lime, lemon, orange, and durian XD. wanna know it taste like ? try t cooking it

its a 2 and a half hour drive till i reach kampar.. i don’t know how to get there, cause i only been there once. and thats when i went there to register and rent a room… we did not walk into the room and check the room out, we just look from outside since the room is still rented by someone. WE HAD NOT IDEAS THERES WINDOWS INSIDE, (WHICH WASN’T A VERY NICE THING.. CAUSE THE VIEW IN THE ALLEY IS JUST.. HAHA)

yet, we still rented the room. since we at least need a room first

green green trees.. just so kampung-like hahaha

more trees…

more TREESS !!

it wasn’t that bad thou, even thou its a littlet so developed.. but i like the place. not so city trapped

and finally we reached =)

before this, kampar had a flood. and theres some graveyard flooded by water.. and some of the graveyard are being washed down into the river == i don’t know the land was that soft… how disturbing if you saw a casket floating on the river 0.o TEEHEE

white flowers that disappear in the rain… they hide up i guess hehe =P

let me show you how my alley looks like. i swear… i will not look out from my windows ever again

BECAUSE !!!

it looked like this !!!! people roasting chicken and duck.. and makes me feeling hungry ever single second when open the window.. 你们赢了咯

after all the stuff we move in the room, we started unpacking.. thats after we had dinner, my parents went back after lunch around 4. and now i am living happily with my room mate/best friends since primary school

during lunch, my dad decided to visit a temple.. so my type of place to visit.. seriously, i LOVE temple

and after dropping by the temple, my mom wanted to buy some local delicacies from uptown kampar.

and my brother bought alot of kaya puffs

my room when its still a little messy hehe. just unbox my box

thats pretty much everything, I NEED TO SLEEP NOW !!

super tired

LOVE YA

when times comes to tomorrow

2011-04-30T05:20:00.001-07:00

its 7.50, i am ALMOST done with my packing… my mom repack everything for me, cause she say that i don’t pack well. and she turn out only using 1 box and she empty the other box… my mom know how to pack…

my mom is crazy over me moving out, and keep asking me to buy all the stuff i need.. i don’t really know what i should buy.. but i hope i bought everything that i need.. i am a klang guy, moving all the way to kampar, perak.. why so far when theres a campus in KL ?

wel.. KL isn’t a right place for me to study.. the environment, the safety, and alot.. i’ve actually thought of just going for KL.. but it end up me making the decision for going to kampar.. (its not like i am not going to come back anyway) even thou some of you guys make it sound like i am not coming back, if you get what i mean NOT COMING BACK…

I AM GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS.

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so now everyone is talking about the ROYAL WEDDING. and i watched it with my mom on tv, and it was just so.. ROYAL.. the way they made the entrance is fun, i have no idea they are doing such thing.. i don’t even know that the ROYAL people will allow them to do such act. HAHAHA, its fun. ITS A WEDDING PEOPLE !! its a celebration

so cute kan ? SO YENG SUMMORE

but i seriously can’t deny that they look good together. and when i first saw Kate on tv, she looks very presentable and very stunning. CONGRATS TO THE ROYAL COUPLE !!

WELL.. i bet people that watched THE ROYAL WEDDING have been talking about her artistic hair piece.. and i saw comments online like “LADY GAGA, we don’t know that you’re one of them in the royal family” XD “its looks like a flamingo hair piece” hahaha, i don’t know what to say..

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i shall blog about my room in my next post, how the place is.. how is the environment, and alot more.

WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST =)

i was doing some digging in my file, and i saw a couple of cam-whore pictures of mine.. hehe, my short hair time.. wasn’t that short compared to primary school. but i was really tan in my form 4 and 5.. thanks to all the sun roasting. but i am glad everything paid off, and i got some serious memorable memories and experience.

its time for me to move on into a new life, (honestly, i don’t feel the people there are simple.. they will approach you for some reason)

2 more days

2011-04-28T07:52:00.001-07:00

2 more days till the day i actually move out the house (i will feel home sick.. but i can’t take all the chaos happening around) I AM ACTUALLY QUITE PISSED… to some certain reason, my mom told me to pack my stuff.. and i did, and she ask me to unpack the stuff from the box.. FML FML FML FML

argh !!! but still i am going to blog about my packing process.. i love packing, i just don’t know why… when i am in secondary school, and i am in band.. when my band mate told me that need to overnight for some stuff.. i will just go back and grab a bag and throw everything in.. and i just LOVE packing !!

sorry for the ciplak photos, i snap them with my phone’s camera. as i need to get ready for college, i am doing alot of shopping.. and i have to try to hide all the stuff… just to avoid my dad to see them… i shall not elaborate on this.. i will get all moody

yup, the two boxes i am supposed to fill them up with stuff… and now i have to unload them cause my mom told me so.. FML FML FML…

i don’t know why i need so many pails… somehow look like i am going to do some full time clothes washing there.. they are big… i just don’t know where to put them..

theres 4 plastic bags that i should untied them and put them in… somehow feels like i need to do more shopping… i need more stuff… i feel insecure when i have little belongings.. feels like something might be missing and when i need it, it is nowhere to be found FML if that happen

i am happy that the “T SHIRT bolster case” from AUSSINO is on sale.. its just so soft like your favorite T shirt.. and i got 2 creepy looking towel… i wonder will my house mate think i’m a pervert…

DOMO is one cute thing. the only soft toy i would ever owned.. this is a present from a friend of mine.. and its just look so lively, just like its animation.. KAWAII !! he is going to kampar with me

so aunty-like right ? i feel like poring the whole bottle of clothes wash solution into people’s drink if i don’t like them HAHAHAHHAA. just kidding, if you believe

and alot and alot more stuff that i would bring.. my mom just insisted that i need to buy all the stuff that i don’t see the need to bring it there.. why not i just move the entire house there.. much more easier right ? i don’t have to deal with all the shopping, which was actually quite fun

whats in the picture? electirc plug, face wash, iron aid (3 freaking bottles, A4 paper, contact lends solution, a box of new under, sun block from Loreal haha. 2 basket..

i don’t know why my mom need so many ironing aid… i seriously feel like i am going to be a full time working in the dry cleaning shop

hair spray, wax, and lotion. cannot like without them, i can live without lotion.. its going to be hot there, thats what i’ve been told by my friend.. i go to kampar for the cool air, not for the hot air man !!!! DANG !!

haha, my very messy desk. DOMO is so scared to even come down XD

Rambutan times

2011-04-27T05:44:00.001-07:00

i’ve been neglecting my blog for some time. and now i am back to blog more bull shit just like i use to =)

so !! the reason i don’t blog these days is because i don’t have materials to blog about (my life is boring).. i shall blog about my childhood times

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I feel that my childhood is quite memorable, i am the first grandson in the family.. and all of them just wanna bring me out when i’m a kid. so i get the chance to go to alot of places when i’m a kid. I got a very loving God parents (kai-parents) and I got a very loving NANNY.. how weird uh ?

i shall blog about my nanny, when i was a kid.. i always kacau my grandma to allow me to go to my nanny’s place.. my nanny is a pair of loving couples. the don’t baby sit other kids thou.. THERES ONLY ME !! they got a son and a daughter which was a teen that time. i am still a kid (ginna) back in the days.. i spend most of my time there, cause they got a very large front garden (quite unorganized and jungle-like front yard) .. so i can run around.. theres banana trees, mango trees, and also RAMBUTAN TREES !!

i love to jump under the tree just to try my luck to pluck some rambutans.. it was so much fun, and i end up bitten by mosquito.. theres also snake… they make themself welcome into the “jungle”

it was a very memorable memory for me, and when i grew up.. i don’t need a nanny to baby sit me anymore.. and when he decided to move to a new house.. somehow i feel it wasn’t a very nice move cause thats the place where my memories will be.. (all things are just impermanent) i had the bond with him, the wife is now in USA working.. its been years i saw her..

for the past few days, i’ve spent my time with my nanny. HAHA, so he can get the chance to baby sit me. he and i had something in common.. both of us are Buddhist and thats something we can talk about..

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he is a pretty good artist, he drew quite alot of stuff that i got the chance to explore in this big box. what can i say ? He is one of the most important people in my life.

appreciate people that love you =)

APRIL =)

2011-04-22T20:33:00.001-07:00

just with for buffet dinner with shin dee, shin ling, kwan yong, niro, wee kiat, leonie and han jien(sorry if i misspell your name). thanks guys for the dinner =)

so its a week from now i am actually moving to kampar perak. WOO HOO !! honestly, i am a little excited. I’ve been living in klang for the past 17 years.. klang is a awesome place because of bah kut teh.. but somehow i just wanna feel and experience how would it be if i move far far away. i could just choose KL campus and go shopping everyday, but i am sure that is not what i want.

I’ve been doing alot of shopping, spending money like waterfall… thanks to all the ang pau i got, thanks to all my relatives. i got the money to buy stuff that i need in kampar, i feel so damn guilty if i ask my parents for money.. cause they already spent alot of me for college..

how was my birthday ?

my birthday was fine, it was a thursday.. so i don’t expect anyone to teman me out to celebrate. and when i woke up in the morning.. i was like “what shall i do today ?” i had the feeling that i am just going to stay at home doing nothing.. BUT ITS MY BIRTHDAY !! at least i am going to do something… THEN !! i’ve decided that i am going to AEON bukit tinggi alone.. its been some time i went for a movie alone

its not like i am emo or what, i enjoy watching movie alone. hanging around alone.. cause that is the only time i don’t have to interact so much.. (interacting can be very tiring sometimes).. i can actually do what i want to do, watch what ever movie i want, eat whatever i want. AND I DON’T HAVE TO LAYAN ANYONE AROUND ME !

and i watched 2 MOVIE !! RED RIDING HOOD and A CHINESE GHOST STORY. and i ate Windmill for lunch, i never ate that.. so i am going to treat myself for this once.

RED RIDING HOOD is cool. they kinda twist and turn the story abit, i was watching the movie alone.. so i was a little scared when the wolf are about to show up and all.. A CHINESE GHOST STORY is a Cantonese movie wasn’t so bad actually, its actually quite good. their animation are so smooth and nice.. and the story line was ok.. BOTH MOVIE ARE WORTH WATCHNG LA.

oh well.. i am going to do more shopping just in an hour..

THATS ALL FOR NOW

hairy little thing

2011-04-20T01:39:00.001-07:00

so… I’ve been keeping my hair for quite sometime, cause due to all the secondary life short-hair days.. i just feel like keeping my hairy longer… and when i snip my last hair, shind say she don’t like my hair.. TAK TAU LAH.. i don’t know much about hair, but there something for sure… when i wake up everyday, i look so ridiculous.. seriously…

*i just woke up in the morning in that hair, HAHA* i look like some dragonball character…

so i’ve decided to snip my hair.. and in the morning, i bath and did everything and i went out.. i was walking to the RE office to get my licence.. YES !! I FINALLY GOT MY CAR LICENCE.. then, i walked to the hair saloon.. one of the hair chopper said theres no electric supply..

i was planning after i got my hair snip, i will snap pictures for my passport photo.. oh well… i snap the picture in my old hair.. and when the picture came out, i look just re-dong-culous... gawd…

am i that stupid looking ? someone tell me… and then i compare to my facebook profile and the photo… whatever la, i don’t look good in passport photo .. fml

why worry ?

2011-04-14T01:48:00.001-07:00

why worry is a book by K. SRI DHAMMANANDA. i’m not much of a reader, but i am determined to read the book.. i did read, the front few chapters.. i’m not going to say i don’t worry about my life at all, but i tend not to worry so much.. and i have to admit i don’t suffer so much of mentally suffering compared to back in the days i was so negative thinking that i feel like committing suicide

sometimes i pick up the book and read a few chapters, and now i find someone that need the book more than i do.. its rare that i talk to him as my relationship with him isn’t that well.. SOME OF YOU GUYS MIGHT KNOW WHOS THE PERSON I AM TALKING ABOUT.. he faces problems at work and all, and he tend to put so much worry and stress over himself. I don’t see the reason why is he doing that.. by worrying and stress its just going to make you suffer more in your life.. life is just too short to suffer, agree ?

I’m not good at talking someone to become more positive, but i’ll try.. reading back all the blog post i posted 2 years back, i never thought i was that stupid and childish for posting such stuff.. i even posted stuff like i dislike my family (i was like that back then, but no longer.. even thou i might bitch about them but i do not mean it by heart)

I’m glad i am who i am right now, i am not perfect.. but just a better person compared back in those days.. (i sound like an uncle talking about his story of life wth)

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now i am questioning myself am i walking the right way in life ? theres a question where i’m quite afraid to ask cause i might not know how the person might react ? its either the person can’t help you at all or the person might just freak out and don’t wanna talk to you ever since ..

am i doing the right thing ?

if i’m not, and i change.. will i be happy ?

but its gonna be obvious that if i change who i am, it will not longer be me…

decision decision…

A little of this and that

2011-04-12T00:08:00.001-07:00

i need to start packing for kampar..(wth justin, like you’re so excited about it).. i was chatting with mandy lee and i told her i wasn’t going to be around much longer.. (it does sounds like i am going kampar and not coming back to this place/besides that, i also sounds like i am dying) CHOII !! i still wanna experience college life ok ?

even thou i went shopping with my mom and bought some of my need.. BUT !! theres alot of that i have to buy.. cause there some stuff i need to buy myself, its my own wanted stuff.. its a little unreasonable to ask me mom to pay for it right ?.. i feel so guilty somehow.. its only april and my parents already spend so much on me… my driving license cost me RM945.. i spend more than a thousand within 2 months.. and thanks to college, my parents need to spend more.. i hope i am getting ptptn loan..

1) hair wax

hair wax will come in handy with i wake up with a messy and and i am lazy to wash it.. just wax it up.. i almost finishmy current wax.. i need more wax !!! (if you guys remember, gatsby use to advertise for its wax.. MOVING RUBBER.. i thought it was some condom commercial.. how stupid am i thinking like that uh ?)

2) new towels if possible…

my towel i am about to bring to kampar looks like the picture below.i don’t know how did my mom get such towel.. she look like some very ugly anorexic models.. i don’t like anorexia people.. why you wanna be so skinny ? later when the storms comes, you will be the first one flying off and disappear into thin air..

don’t you think she look abit scary…

3) new unders =P

my mom actually ask me to buy some unders when we went shopping.. she’s scared that i have no underwear to wear.. i have bunch of them… some are just so old i don’t want to wear, hahahaa. ITS JUST UNDERWEAR PEOPLE.. and i walk around the shelve, and i don’t see any unders i like.. i want colorful unders hahaha. (if i am lost in the forest or some beast wanna attack me.. i will just strip off and show them the colourful unders.. NAH !! i have more colours than you.. if you’re lost, you might get spotted by people and you will be rescued) don’t give a damn to what i’ve just said XD

even superman need new unders.. imagine flying around with old unders with a hole on the back… he will just feel extra windy on the day. hahahaha

4) bed sheets

my mom and i shopped for bed sheets for single bed. And both of went to bukit raja and shop around.. and bought 2 set of bed sheets that doesn’t come with bolster case.. I NEED BOSLTER CASE MAN !! why don’t they have bolster case inside.. its both of our careless mistake.. even if its a single bed sheet, they always have bolster case in the pack.. now i have to buy a separate bolster case… i don’t know i can get matching colour or not.. stupid la !! (i love my bolster so much !! )

5) swimming trunk

my current one was missing.. (someone stole it, XD).. i need to buy a new one.. from speedo if possible.. i don’t want my trunk to be in black colour.. so sienz liao.. if you wear a black trunk and dip into a pool.. people looking from far will make it look like you’re swimming naked and you’re not wearing anything and the bush is spreading =P (giving lousy excuses not to buy another black trunk)

6) alarm clock

YES !! how can i miss that out ? right now, i am rely on my phone, cause phone’s alarm clock is more reliable.. theres once its on PM mode and i supposed to wake up in AM… thats is when its not so reliable.. i need a very shock prove alarm clock.. when it gets so annoying i might just wanna throw it to the wall.. or just throw it out from the window.. MY ALARM CLOCK HAVE TO BE SHOCK PROVE.. if possible, i don’t want my alarm clock to have the typical “RIINNNGGG” sound.. thats one of the reason i want to throw my clock to the wall.. don’t you think that sound ruins your awesome day? its a very bad way to wake you up..

alarm clock reminds me of Mr bean. XD i wanna get a hammer so i can hit my alarm clock..

7) a sling shot

i don’t have an iphone.. i wish to have one.. nevermind la.. i’ll play angry bird/angry jiao the real way.. i’ll just get my slingshot and sit by the window. grab some stones and shoot on people’s head.. and when they got hit and turn back. i quickly hide down and laugh like mad.. i’ll do that when i am really bored

theres alot of bird there thou.. should just hunt them down and make bird barbeque =)

thats all for now.. i am so bored

the thing about april

2011-04-09T01:46:00.001-07:00

Its been some time that i am neglecting my blog. its not that i don’t wanna blog, its just that i have nothing to blog about.. unless you want me to blog about how i waste my time at home the entire day.

so, if you don’t know. i am moving to kampar fort studies, and my mom took friday off just to accompany me to shop and get ready for college. I AM HAPPY CAUSE I DON’T HAVE TO SHOP ALONE. so anyway, i am asked to list down all my stuff i wanna buy.. i bought most of the stuff i need, including clothes wash solution.. where i don’t really know how to wash clothes the correct way.. and my mom say that she can predict that i am going to throw my clothes for dry cleaning instead.. that is just 90% true…

i see life in kampar a challenge, i am going to be home sick for sure… after a long day of shopping, i actually bought alot of stuff.. i need to re-shop to make sure i don’t leave anything behind.. nanti i forget and didn’t bring my underwear there.. and i have to wear the same underwear for the continues month.. HAAH !

me and my mom walked into the housing section where they sell all the daily needs like iron board and all. My mom ask me to buy all the stuff as like i am moving out from Malaysia.. but for sure i still got alot of stuff i need to buy.

april is going to be quite pack for me. as i got alot of things to do, if i look on my calendar… I STILL GOT 3 WEEKS ! thats alot, but i believe time flies… especially when you just waste your time at home doing nothing… there a couple places i have to go before i leave, need to go to my childhood baby-sitter’s home to spend a couple night, spending sometimes with friends and family. well… i just hope i’m not going to miss that place that much

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so after the shop, both of us ate KENNY ROGER.. and my brother was jealous. its nice that i have a long nice lunch chat with my mom.. i use to be the person who just ignore people if they started nagging.. i’ll show sign if people start nagging, i can tolerate anything but not NAGGING PEOPLE !!

my mom drag me to her place she do her facial and slot me into one of their session.. she told me that its important that i have a presentable face complexion. HOWS THE FACIAL TREATMENT ? let me explain to you

IT WAS ONE LOOOOONNNNGGG SUFFERING PROCESS

she pin this pointy thing into my pores to get the zit out.. so painful, she poke numerous times.. it hurts like guy’s ball got hit by a baseball bat.. (ok la, not as painful as that) after she did everything, she said “give him the electrical treatment” i was like “WHAAT !!”

it somehow reminds me of prison where prisoners are punish to be electrify.. SHIT.. it wasn’t as painful as i thought it will be.. thanked god the session ended.. btw, theres a woman beside my room who is snoring like she never did…

fml

the thing about LOVE

2011-04-07T07:36:00.001-07:00

Love is something very hard to explain unless you experienced it yourself.. the very “special” feeling you had for someone.. (you guys might go “what la justin, you’re only 18 and you’re talking about love”.. i experienced it myself ok ? and its not a fun thing ==) the thing i see about love, its infinity, its invisible but its there… LOVE is not restricted by sex, age, races.. i have extra respect to people that stand up for what they are.

ITS 2011 ALREADY.. SO LETS BE OPEN MINDED OK ?

J LAW AND KIRIO. a gay couple from china, there are no longer together.. so sad… both of them look good together right ? they are not the main star of my post ok ? lets move on

I DON’T READ NEWSPAPER, so i discover this couple from facebook. they recorded this video to get wishing from facebookers since their family members are against their relationship

click HERE !!! to watch the video

a woman in her forties and a man in his twenties. both of them are in a relationship and was against by their family members.. just so sad when both side don’t agree and approve… sometimes i don’t get it, to me there is no boundaries in love. I’ll wish them all the best..

( I actually feel a little watery in my eyes reading to their facebook )

they even got on the news. and one of the producer was inspired by their story and wanted to film the story.

I WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST =)

i don’t like it when people talk like this

2011-04-05T07:36:00.001-07:00

FACEBOOK is for social, i approve most of my friend request… most as in like i will “not now” some people that i don’t want them to be in my friend list.. for example, my mom’s generation relatives, eventually they will nag about me and my clothes later to my hair… i don’t like it when upper generation tell me what to do, unless their reason sounds convincing, unless non of it is going into my brain.. STUBORN UH ? its just me

(sorry, i am in a quite pissed off mood as some people in facebook chat with no bloody brain at all )

#1 : i had this conflict with this friend of mine, i don’t usually have conflicts with friends.. only best friends that i don’t mind having conflicts with. Even if we quarrel, it will end up laughing.. for the not-so-friend type of people… if i had conflicts, i will try my best to solve it.. even if the person still don’t wanna be a friend of mine.. so FINE !! at least tell me that you don’t wanna be a friend of mine, and i won’t mind to interfere your life at all.. because of your silent treatment, it left me hanging in the middle without any answer knowing anything.. (its rare that i am i such a mood) i will try my best to calm down, i need to meditate and not let emotions take over me.. OHMM…

#2: sometimes people on facebook and reality are just so selfish, i will sometimes tolerate with them.. i was told by my friend i was tolerating too much in my life.. at a point, i don’t see a reason what i should just blow my emotions and screw the person and quarrel to the end… i don’ see it will gain anything positive if i just follow my emotions.. i will tolerate as much as possible, if i exploded… that means he or she is in deep shit trouble.. (sometimes i think they don’t even think with their brains)

#3: i don’t like it when people try to show off on facebook, popular people, good looking people. just shut up.. i agreed i am not as good looking but you guys don’t have to say “oh my god, i look so ugly in the picture”.. and you guys still upload the picture on facebook. and sometimes i was chatting with a few new friends.. and in the middle of the chat they were like “ HEY, I DON’T FEEL LIKE CHATTING WITH YOU, BYE !” who do you think you are, i don’t even mind spending my time chatting with you and you were all ego-ed..

(sorry, i am just typing anything shit that just came out from my brain.. i don’t really think when i type)

just take it as a joke like i am just crazy…. I NEED TO CALM DOWN AND MEDITATE.. anger is a type of suffering..

*all better =) * thanks for reading my crap if you’re even reading

Man or Woman ?

2011-04-03T23:29:00.001-07:00

I was in the parking lot with my mom after a movie session, and when we’re walking to the car my mom and I saw this family. 3 daughters and 1 son, the dad pointed a finger at the wife and scolded her.. my mom and I felt bad for the wife… why on earth with the husband did such thing ? in the public ok ? its not fun…

i don’t like it when a man is taking charge of the house.. i feel the house should be ruled by woman, MAN should just work, sleep and shit (if the man is useless and stupid) i don’t see the reason why will husband treat their wife in such way.. i don’t feel comfortable to see such things these days..

WOMAN are much much stronger than man.. i have to say so.. woman will do anything for the family, and man usually just hide and try to ignore from the issue and pretend its not there.. i am not shocked that some families are experiencing dad that hit their wife or family member.. (honestly, this should not be happening) WOMAN SACRIFICE TOO MUCH TO SUFFER LIKE THIS !

1) I feel that woman should pamper themself once in a while.. some woman are just so stressed out with their life (work, family, financial, son’s educations) where the husband just don’t give a damn about anything.. and when the son don’t study well or getting good results, the blame will go to the woman.. WHY UH ? if you’re not contributing, just SHUT UP.

2) “when the man hit you once, he will hit you twice” said by oprah. i watched this episode on oprah on wife being abused by their husband and they don’t dare to even say a thing. And some of them said that they will fake the bruises by saying it was an accident.. STAND UP FOR YOUSELF… do not be afraid.

WITH ALL MY RESPECT TO ALL THE STRONG WOMAN OUT THERE =)

I miss dancing

2011-04-01T20:31:00.001-07:00

thanks to all the rotting at home, my dancing mood is slowly rotting as well. I MISS DANCING… sometimes i just want to go to a club filled with slightly tipsy dancers.. i miss dancing in crowd.. i wished i could hit the club before i go to the very kampung-like campus

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(i am not going to post a very quality post.. just gonna blog about my day so far)

i watched “LOVE AND THE OTHER DRUGS” i want to watch it because anney hataway is in it.. THATS THE ONLY REASON, when the movie first started i was like “can anne faster show up !” i love her ever since i watched princess diaries.. she was one of my favorite actress, besides her theres also Queen L.. both are just hot woman. PRRRR.. i was told she is going to take the role as CATWOMAN !! in the coming batman film… i think i will scream my brains out when i see her on screen.. SHE IS JUST SO HOT.. hot in a way attractive and a very good actress… not the pervert type ok ? ==

so.. the movie was uncut, and it was a rated 18 movie.. i am watching it with my brother, where both of us are quite open minded… cause rated 18 movies, anything can just happen.. the awkward thing is, my kakak join in and watch the movie together.. when the “rated 18” scene show up.. i don’t know how am i going to react… the atmosphere is just so weird.. for example (watching blue film with parent)… just not right, so my and my brother decided to switch the movie.. sienz nia !!

I LIKE BEING ALONE..

2011-03-31T07:45:00.001-07:00

i miss being alone.. OK LAH.. at least i am spending most of my time alone right now.. when i woke up in the morning around 9.30, i am all alone at home. with breakfast prepared by my mom, i just need to make myself some coffee and watch oprah in the morning.. JUST SO DAMN AWESOME !! the peace…

i like to social with certain people, only people i can mix around with and people that i actually feel comfortable hanging around with.. even thou i am hanging out with alot of people but that doesn’t mean i like to hang out with them.. if i have to spend time with them, i rather spend the time alone..

being alone is something that i enjoyed.. some people think i am crazy.. being alone is just FREE… i don’t have to face all the issues that your hanf-out pal are making.. sometimes these issues are just so annoying that you actually feel like hanging out alone instead of hanging out with them

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before the world ends, i want to do a couple stuff ALONE !!!!

1)watch movie alone most of the time.. i don’t mind watching movies with friends, but to me its a total different experience, you can laugh with friends.. but when you’re alone, you don’t have to talk so much.. you can think about the movie alone, how the movie made you feel and all.. better than watching with friends and just walk out from the cinema with a blank brain.. WASTE OF MONEY

2) i want to travel alone.. i plan to travel alone, no matter its overseas of what.. i just want to travel alone.. i want to travel to penang alone.. but i am not going to stay in my relative’s house.. i want to visit penang alone.. walk around alone grab pictures, temple watching, food hunting.. ALL ALONE.. so i don’t have to talk so much.. talking too much is tiring..

being alone..