the last 23 hours

some might feel “SO WHAT ?!”… to some of you 2011 means alot to you, of cause in 2011 alot of things happened..

I’VE LISTED MY 2012 RESOLUTION ALREADY CLICK THIS TO VIEW !

let me conclude 2011.. i really should be studying for my IT.. but honestly, i have no mood.. cause the paper is on 31st december 2011. why is 2011 meaningful to me ?

i can just say in 2011… i know myself better.. i feel like i am a different person compared to the justin in 2010 if you know me back then.. i’m clear of what i want and what am i looking for in something..

i am more clear on what i am doing lah.. somehow my brain functions well finally haha
things i wanna say before 2011 ends
1) last year after spm, i slack at home. had the best time of my life wasting time at home. watch movie and tv shows.. and somehow i got myself a part time job in a bedding fair.. where i sell bed sheets, which had alot of funny memories and experience in return.. (the monetary return isn’t that good thou =P)

2) sign up for college in kampar, have to leave klang for college.. somehow i know i have to do this.. i always look forward what will happen to me if i leave home for a long period.. for studies i mean.. i’m more independent, and somehow i don’t really like to depend on people much.. i have this sense of insecurity that this person might fail me.. SOME LAH. received a text message from shind, so memorable that i have to save it.. she said something like she know i am looking forward moving out from home for college.. and i will grow in my own way… honestly, i cried that time.

3) college is fine in sem 1, i got my gpa3.4 for my result.. which my friend say not bad… ok lo… maybe i can study after all.. i know alot of new people.. some are nice, some are not.. some are bithcy, some are just must-slap.. oh well, i seam to be able to tolerate with them and not to care about them

4) i got my first laptop, thanks to my mom ! its a HP. its my birthday present ^^ honestly, i really do miss her.. even i don’t really say so much to her lah.. she is always the one there for me.. no matter i fail or what.. she is always there.. ya, my mom is one of the most important person to me. i just wanna go back home, be around her.. hang out with her.. oh well, soon. and lately, my phone died.. and the first thing i called my mom.. and she was like “just buy lah, you have to buy one anyway”.. i am not the person who desire things.. i’ll get a cheap android phone i guess. doesn’t matter so much to me anyway.. its just a phone

5) my dad is always the one sending me my monthly pocket money. i don’t talk much to him. but he is also the important person in my life. he is different in his own way i guess.

6) joined this mr and ms tarc thing in my campus and won the tittle… i don’t even give a damn.. my friend was like “you’re mr tarc !!” i was like “so ?..”

7) the best for last… like how my december ends all the time.. mitra dyc camp.. i’m in games department.. its challenging as i am so far away from klang.. long story short.. i cried.. i’m not good at handling goodbyes.. if something is meaningful and beautiful to me.. i cry.. i cried that day because i thought i am going to miss the hugging session as i need to leave camp early.. i’m already very happy i could stay back for the paper-on-the-back activity.. i tahan my tears.. until the comms hugged me… its something so special i will never forget.

LOVE YOU, YOU , YOU AND YOU
THANK YOU 2011 FOR SUCH A FANTABULOUS YEAR 

good things will have to end one day. open to a new page to 2012