carz in jakarta

so anyway you guys might think that jakarta was like a jungle place.. well its not. theres weird people here, ya... ok theres alot of cars around, and if i live here i will NEVER get myself pass driving..

the people here drives super ganas.. lagi ganas than tuck long.. the roads are super small only 2 lanes and the cars were like trying to cut infront of you. the roads was jam most of the time. people drives in a very fast speed also. and the cars here honk their vehicles like maniac fella... all i hear on the road was PON PON PON !!!! non stop...

well jakarta was a city plcae. but not to mention, there are also some people who can't afford the city live. i am grateful to have a nice place to stay in. as i known there are people whos actually homeless. and turn out that they have to build their own house in the forest.. so if their kids wants to go to school, the kids have to paddle their way to the school around one and a half hour. and theres the scary part.. in the river there was snakes and crocs... well i felt grateful

well i watched 2012 yesterday, well its nice la... but i don't really like the way they present it. they talk more on how they escape and less on whats really happening.. well when i hear about this movie i thought the world was ending cause of global warming.. well something to the largest explosion on the sun bla bla bla

well lets talk back something on the road.. some people here are really scary .. well while you're waiting for the traffic light to go green. people will come up to your car and sell you stuff.. that was ok, but the thing which really kill me down was this. kids begging for money, elderlys begging for money, woman with a baby begging for money.. well this is what happens when a city develops and some people can't actually afford the live.. well don't really think that all the stuff here was cheap... not really only a few buck cheaper.. the only cheap thing was NIKE .. ya just bought a bag today

i can't give my words that i can get souveniers from jakarta... cause i find the stuff expensive, as i was told that they charge extra $$ for foreign people. so thats what happens here.. well just wish i can get something for the guys and the dyc's for sure.

and guess what i did today ?

I TOOK PICTURE WITH A WHITE TIGER !! they are so so cute, and they have blue eyes.. well i am basically obsessed with white tiger for some time...

good luck for the spm-ers and see ya

bloggin in jakarta

so anyway its, kinda warm not hot ok.. ok i shall blog about the flight and stuff

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ok reach the airport around like 3. got our ticktes, and my aunt explain to me about the whole procedure to me.. and i find it kinda blur.. i don't understan anything coming out from her mouth.. thanked goy jaymin's dad was there so settle everything.. we got out bags weighted, and the results that our bags are handcarry-able.. theres two hard covered bag with us.

so, when i got in i find everything was easier than i expected.. wee !! its a good thing anyway, i can imagine myself missing the flight thanks to my stupid navigation skills..

so the plan we are going to get on was KLM ... sounds new to you guys right ? also known as ROYAL DUTCH AIRLINE  well just before we entered the room the MAS guy stop me and this is where everything starts

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he told me that i can't hand carry 2 of the hard covered bags up. basicaly i can understand that la, but his tone of speaking was seriously rude. not to mention, i am pissed off. can't he just speak in a better tone ? so anyway, he asked me to sign a paper to agree that to send the bags to the back of the plane..so i am supposed to sign two of them. so anyway i got the first one, i remembered i sign the second one. but i didn't get it. so i asked him for thr second resit. this is what he reply me

"HOW I KNOW I GAVE IT TO YOU JUST NOW.."

em, ya right ... MAS is just great

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so went on the plane, air-crew from KLM was great. not to mention their great smile on the face.. well i pretty much enjoyed the flight.jason was sitting beside me. and he was like "OMG I AM FLYING WEE !!!!" lol flying makes my cousins excited too

so anyway reach jakarta, the landing was smooth... wcan'tell i am blogging fast.. but seriously i don't know what the %^&* am i writing.. so sorry if you guys can't understand my post... blogging in a fast speed, so ya pictures when i got back  !!! TTYL -tata for now

love ya guys.. the currency was a mess... too many zeros in the note .. gosh

last post before leaving for jakarta

thanks again NIRO for the very cute cow !! ^^ love it, my horoscope was taurus. so i love it haha 

  

this is the lamb i made for shind as she want one. this one is for you 

  

ignore the stupid lookin face. made this too  

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so i am officially preparing for jakarta tomorrow, kinda excited wee !! yet jakarta sounds like a kampung town to me.... well i am ok with kampun, jason's not..  

stupid people

now in a  cyber with my brother.... i just can't stand people smoking in here... smells so so fuck ... what so ever la.. so anyway i am leaving jakarta in a few days time.. tomorrow afternoon.. and jakarta sounds like a "kampung" like place to me.. you know, chicken running wild, cows running around without their head.. pontianak flying around .... (pontianak means female vampire in malay, my maid say they transformed into this vampire cause they die off during child birth.. )

so anyway today was clay calass again, in eng ann with my brother.. i said that i want to go for  food hunt.. he said OK.. so turn out that he forgortten to bring his money along, why does all the little brother and sisters love to do that.. ? so anyway, i was packing for my bag. and turns out that i can't find my pendrive.. where is my pendrive !! i need it to store pictures for my blog.. what the hell

search high and low for that, can't seam to find it anywhere...

oh well i think its the last post of my blog.. i shall blog, either in jakarta or back in malaysia... i hope i can get pictures from the camera around.. cause i can't came whore with my shitty camera... i want a phone argh !! why do all the cousins around had the best phone, and i got the shitty motorolla.... the old one .....

gosh i want a camera and a phone !!!!!

the vampires diary

well i watched "the vampire diary" kinda addictive.. well theres alot of vampire related tv shows, true blood, stuff and all.. and i actually believe theres such thing call vampire.. welll bite me, let me transformed into a vampire.. i am bored being a human.. wee !! so anyway i watched 7 episodes so far, finish 6 episodes today. my dad will kill me if he finds out i've been streaming shows from the net.. 

so anyway, its kinda cool.. there was this girl who transformed from a human to a vampire. she got her blood sucked out, and she sucked on the vampire's blood. so time will slowly change her.. and heres the cool part, she have to die.. so the vampire kinda like kill her. so she is dead, but only for a while. she woke up, and tada. there you have it, a newbie vampire. 

not to deny, blood tasted kinda nice to me don't know why.. taste like iron ans blood..yum =P.. so anyway i will be leaving to jakarta, friday night. going to get my report card friday morning. fail numerous subjects, my mom would kill me.. for sure, well i am ready. let her slaughter me.. so jason just came back from JJ from the so called "class gathering". so he brings 50 ringgit there. and i was shocked that he only spend like 20 ringgit.. for me like a hang out like that, i would blow all my money away. and another thing i was shocked. jason watched 2012, and he was the coldest blooded human i ever met. so he came back home and said :"kor the movie was touching, my friends cried" bla bla bla, but not him.. well i don't really want to watched that movie, cause i think i know whats going to happen in the movie.. and to create awareness ? well i am aware about it, trying to go-green lately. 

shopping malls should stop using plastics bags. i mean like make them buy those reusable bags instead. i really hate plastics lately, sometimes i drop by watson jus to buy shampoo.. i told the cashier not to give me a plastic, i got a bag so its ok. sometimes i even take the shampoo with me and shop around. don't really cares what people think about me. weirdo ? stupid ? oh wait, i am one. 

so i don't know i shall continue watching gossip girl.. its like a girl show, well vampire is kinda like a girl show also.. how hot is the guys bla bla bla.. ok lets talk about twilight. everyones talking about how hot is vampire and the wolf.. well no one is talking about how hot is bella, or the other female vampire relatives.. i find the short hair vampire hot.. when girls around me are talking about how hot he is.. the first thing which pops in my mind was this 

"why can't i be rather good looking like him, ya " 

a piece of cake ? you sure

so basically i have nothing to do today, and my dad took the day off. so i couldn't use the pc that long. so i've decided, i am going to bake a cake.. the last cake i bake was butter cake.it was pretty much a sucessful cake.. although the kitchen of my friend's was in a serious mess.. at least you have friends to help out cleaning the kitchen... so i baked a lemon cake today... this is how it goes.. 

its 3 pm, walked to giant. gathered all the ingredients, spent around 20 ringgit as i had some ingredients like butter and all at home already. so i flick on the net and search for the mixture ingredients. so i took my mom's cake mixture machine out, my mom would kill me.. last time i almost burn down the kitchen.. you know why, i use a egg pan to cook instant noodles... 

so i took the machine out, put all of them in one piece.so i put the flour, lemon powder and the other stuff in... melted the butter, and i added ONE CUP FULL of water as it said in the net-page. so i pour it in... 

switch on the mix machine.. the mix machine kind of spills some of the mixture out.. oily and hard to clean off... 

well the mixture came off kinda watery... LEMON SOUP TADA !!... don't expect it to come out from the over in cake form... soup form you would say... 

had some pretty much time cleaning up... gosh i would rather beat it with my hand .

food hunt

so anyway its raining around 11.30, and i walked to eng ann. as i am going for a clay class, second time.. as my last "mastepiece" a frog was murdered by a big fat ass. don't know who.. so anyway i had plenty of time for lunch, and i brought enough moeny for a food hunt.. yup its been a long time i had a feast.. so i decided to hunt for food.. all the food below was ate into my "black hole" within 45 minutes. cause i reach end ann at 12 sharp. went to cyber at 12.45 before i go for the class. so here is goes

one of my favourite dish in eng ann. i don't really like the noodle cause its hard, and kinda difficult to swallow.. but the wan tan soup was HEAVEN !!! never say no to wantan.. well wan tan was one of the chinese food i was obsessed with. so i asked her to add-ons some extra wantan. i got 8 in total. finish them up in a minutes... well this cost RM4.50. cheap right ? the size was huge also. but the thing is as i walked out off the place i was all hungry again.

ok another thing never say no when you visit eng ann. the last time i ate this was with shinD and shinL. well you guys might find it hard to find this plcae we call it the "under the tree stall" the place was really under the tree. until the trees were cut down and a stall-like building was builded. the roof was blue if i am not mistaken. there are 2 popia stalls, the one to the right and the left.. which one taste better ? well you observed la.. which stall had the most people ordering is the best

this cost me RM 2.50.. miracally i remembered the price, cause i know i am going to blog about this.

so far RM7

ok another dish i love so much. the dish who got number 1 in PENANG-MUST-EAT POLL.. my char kuey tiao. ignore how i spell it, ok i love this so so much. well kinda oily when i almost finish the dish... thanked god i ordered bali ice to dissolve the oily taste in my mouth.. i would puke on the spot..

this cost me RM4 including the drink..

so far RM 11.. ok i ate all these stuff with only spending RM11. how worth it is it. i am kinda full that time...

until i saw this fella

mouse in a cage... yup a black one.. kesian la, ok la i name it jackie.. jackie was so cold i noticed that. and the thing is he was in a cage... do you know in china they actually eat mouse. freaky.... so jackie, i pray that you won't be murdered. some people put the cage in hot water just to kill the mouse.. how suffering is that...

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clay class time

my hands were oversized, so its hard for me to mold something like that. even i do managed to make something out... it will look seriously cacat-ed...

i did the one to the left. looks like a bird to me ... but my friend said its a fish instead.. so ya i did a fish-bird today. oh ya i mold a piglet also, with oversized ears.. JUST LOOK CUTE ON THEM.. wee !!

again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUCK LONG !!

THE SALTWATER ROOM

the title was a song from owlcity's album.. i just love his songs so much !! the song put me in the morning mood... ya, time does fly don't they. a few months ago i am planning for my eng year trip, and this friday night i am flying to jakarta. seam like a weird place right for vacation. well jakarta isn't that shitty as you guys thought off, basically i just want to go shopping.. i hear clubs over there are rocking fun, but i am there with my relatives and all.. so i don't think i can shake my head in a club in jakarta. so sad, i wanted to go o a club so badly. liquer, music, DJs, dancefloor, hotgirls... well ya when i turn 18 i would party like nobody. 

so later at 1 i will go to eng ann, as my friend had this clay class. i think i would make a froggy keychain, fun !! too bad my last frog kemek from a big ass. so la blog later 

FUZZY BLUE LIGHT

and again i feel rather different like a time like this... well its 12.00 just text tuck long.. "HAPPY BRITHDAY TO YOU" !!

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i don't know what i am feeling right now.. worried, confused, scared, different, akward, terrified, shy, horny, don't know la.... i feel that i pretty much screw my life.. what an asshole justin is.. oh well pretty much feels that how much i left out in life. what i should do, what i shouldn't do.. well in life you just gotta make choices to move on.. so ya ... 

i don't know why i am in the mood like this..  

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUCK LONG

OH YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUCK LONG. oh ya turning 21 !!

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so in the morning i woke up at 8. i don't know why i woke up so early, scared i messed up the time. so i was watching jackie chan's cartoon show on tv, use to watch it on sunday. donald duck, pluto, mickey mouse. i mean like i never ger bored with them although i am 16.. wee !! love cartoons... they make me happy. so jessy was supposed to make tuck long late to arrive at kcba. so ya everything works out pretty well.. 

tuck long fetch me and both of us waited infront of jessy's house. she assumed that she had to go to the toilet, for serious emergency.. so i basically thinks that she is staying in the house doing her makeups and stuff haha. and then jessy asked tuck long to drop by 99 speedmart to buy something, tuck long thinks that she is going to buy panadols. and i know she won't buy anything, just to slow him down as everyone prepared in the temple. 

as he reached the temple, everyone was excited. rachel, mandy and wai yee gotta act like nothing happen. so as tuck long opens the D-room.. the rest of the committee were in there, leonard with the cake. and tuck long was shocked as he didn't see it coming. so ya jessy's plan work oh yay !! dine in "vivo" oh gosh the food was DELI-yum, but only some of the food... 

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went back home look at my pc, fishes swiming around.. why am i so crazy about this FB game ? 

BAD HAIR DAY

what do you mean when you say the word "bad hair day". ok in the morning when you get out of bed, look yourself in the mirror.. oh god thats a monster/ghost/freako.. so after i shower my hair everything will look normal... well i ma having a very bad hair day like almost everyday.. rather call it a bad hair week. so i had a big forehead. i think you guys realized that also... i hate it anyway, ben said its a good thing that people had wide forehead. that makes them smarter... UH? wide forehead makes people smarter how ? the increasing size of the brain ?

so anyway my mom decided to bring me and my brother to dEPaLo... a saloon in bukit tinggi 2. so all my cousins went to the same saloon.. well i don't really care about my hair since its so shitty. i go to school sweating already, my heair will look seriously weird.. ya.. so i don't give a damn about my stupid looking hair. so my mom decided to bring me and jason there. that means i could save on my $$ for hair cut YAY! i wanted a BOMB hair cut.. cause if i cut something crazy, that hair would cause a war in my house. my narrow minded dad who thinks everyone live in the 80s would start off the war with the issue of my hair. if you wanna live in your 80s, you live your own. don't put me in the 80s, although i do love the songs but serious no to the hairstyle..

so i got my haircut.. and my brother was like:"kor, that was the shittest junk i eva saw." well at first i do feel like slapping him. well i don't la, i'll bomb him with the same words after his cut, i would say:"oh god you just came out from hell is it?" so ya.. i would just make my brother's day worse... since he piss me off yesterday..

my mom was colouring her hair and jason was walking in the saloon... he is basically bored.. and i am in cyber cafe next to the saloon. thanked god i bring my wallet along, oh else i will be the one bored to death.. well i got a shit hair and i don't give a hell... so ya, but still "shit hair suck!!" 
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so anyway i bought 3 curry puffs for me jason and my mom. cause i know they will be extremely hungry.. jason like his hair so much and i basically hate mine so much till i wanna run myself into the wall.. so i finish one of the puff and the other 2 i bring them into the saloon. my brother said food is not allowed in the saloon. fuck shit.. that means the food is going for a waste. hate wasting my money and i hate everything so much. well ugly looking me in the very stupid looking hair. pissed off right now. i would rather go to the saloon as i use to go. i know the people there better.. oh hell i hate this so much


don't give a hell on what i am talking about basically i am just bull shitting.. and i am typing in the fastest speed on typing... ARHG pissed offf !!!!

BLACK HOLE

my tummy is like a black hole, something is seriously wrong with my tummy.. well today i ate my lunch, i took my friend's advice to eat slowly. well doesn't work, i miss buffet.... I WANT FOOD !!

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well today was rather a boring day.. nothing more but games in facebook... farm villes, fish villes, onion attack.. and i had shaved ice for dessert after lunch.. bored the hell outta me .. OH YA I REMINDED ANOTHER THING ...

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i was walking in gaint below KP. and i was walking and walking and walking.. saw this kid, he was just running around... and then he saw me, i smile to him as i always do to kids.. not the evil grin ok.. and then he cried... WHAT DID I DO ?! i was shocked anyway. so anyway, i went to the second floor of the building.. saw people playing basketball in the new indoor court.. i was so bored and i just stand outside, and something weird happen.. a guy came out from the court and asked me i wanna join in the game or not. all of the guys were like 20 plus.. so i turn it down, basically i don't play basketball... i suck and i don't ever play it again.. and he asked me am i justin... 

"am i that famous?" ok la siok sendiri sedikit ok... somebody random like him would know me... 

which turns out that, i mee him randomly in msn. and i remembered he play basketball in KP.... why do i ran into him ? i hate running into random people i met on msn.. feels weird ... 

my mom added me on facebook... AGAIN

well ignore my mom's friend request once. and today i found another request from her.. congratz mom you're the second person i ignored on facebook YAY !! well parents on facebook is not a very good idea, i mean like its weird.. i believe you guys don't talk about private stuff to your parents right ? so we just kinda post it on facebook. so if they are in my friend's list they see everything every single thing. eventually they will asked about stuff we post on facebook. believe me not ?

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so anyway i met my pet elder brother, it was rather a weird situation. i mean like you can chat freely on msn, but when you actually meet the person its another thing. you don't know what to say. ya, so he asked me out minum hang out.. as i have nothing to do the TV was blown away by the wind... sorry not the tv... if the tv was blown away, my sofa would be blown away too... its the antena, i think i spelled it wrongly.. sorry guys for the spelling mistake.. i miss the spelling check. wonder where it went 

so meet him chat, chat walked. and ya thats pretty much everything.. 

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and another thing, someone please spam my Cbox i am bored with the old chat-message.. no one leave chat on my blog, felt so demotivated to continue blogging .. ... ya basically just spam the cbox

rain ... let it rain...

as it was the last day of school for me ... i went to school, ate my breakfast, and damn i should take double of the breakfast i ate in the mornig. cause i know i will miss that noodle.... so anywasy ben and i was in the canteen, talking about issues in our clubs and stuff. just nice to spend time with friends, well finally find someone i can really talk to in school. well he had his own suff to get busy with so we could only talk during recess and sometimes in class. he was the person who really concentrate in class.. only to some teachers i have to say.. so anyway this saturday was supposed to be the class gathering for the form4s.. i got the bad news that its relocated at the 28th.. so sorry guys i can't make it. still in JAKARTA checking on my maid's background ... just kidding la.. travel there of cause.. i can't imagine what my brother is going to eat there he is just so picky... too picky  !

so anyway in the morning able to spend some time with ben and MC.. and ben went off for some interact stuff to settle. and MC left me in class and skiped class.. as we are going to have a talk about "microsoft stuff"... everyone knows theres a new version of microsoft words and everything version 2007. so anyway i preffer the old one cause i don't know wheres the tool and everything in the new version of it. so anyway, the speaker was this HL KOK guy. haha i remembered his name.. ok you know la the students are never silent during talks. its a normal thing, unless theres teachers walking around.. so the speaker starts off with a introduction and bla bla bla.. the noice increase.. PN.SALLY was trying to handle the situation.. well all i am going to say is "this is just kwang hua". don't expect much of it. so anyway i thought the speaker gonna throw the mic on the floor and scream to shut us up.. 

i am blogging this cause i am not the one talking, no offence. but sometimes i felt hard for te speaker.. he kinda feels like he is talking to himself.. so the talks ended with CLAPS cause the talk finally ended. so bla bla bla. recess saw some people dancing with some funny moves, just cute. went to my friend's class play with clay, made a very cute frog.. supposed to let it dry and make it as a keychain.. as i left it in class, don't know which fat-ass sat on it.. my kesian frog is now kemek... and lost too... kesian kesian.. 

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so its raining pretty heavily, as i love the rain.. i decided to walk in the rain back home.. but seriously you would feel different, you would think of stuff that you never will.. well my point of view la.. not telling you to walk in the rain.. i did it for fun.. so cars driving around, people thinks i am nuts.. oh i am crazy .. don't care what people thinks. = P.. ok drop by KP, walked into KP with all the wet clothes.. saw a friend od mine who gave me such a big reaction for the rain "UH ITS RAINING UH ? HAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHA !!!" ya right so funny .... so people look at me, don't give a damn i know my hai looks like pandan. don't care about it.. well my hair was always like pandan, i don't give a hell 

shit hair suck !!

a view of the day.. just pictures of stuff what i've been doing

finally realized my form 4 life is going to end in a few months.. and form 5 awaits i am dead...don't know how, don't wanna know how.... die la....

  

so they say that meditating will help in focusing yourself.. OMH.... "be free from mental suffer...."

 

me in the cyber nearby school. facebooking, watching MEAN GIRLS and CHARMED season 3 episode 17 bla bla bla... ran into funny people.. i ran into a friend of mine from a camp long long time ago. and a aunty kinda molest me in the bus.. i think she touch my butt..

  

i got my text that my grandma is going to cook a dish i love so much.. so i took the bus to my grandma house.. tada.. LOVE it

so i decided to give the cousins and my brother for a ice cream treat.. when i was a kid, me and my cousin got ice-cream from my grandma. just brings back old memories. now its them having the ice cream treat.

 

cousin Sean, cutest among all ^^ <3

 

cute right ? he melts my heart.. well kids are just cute

so anyway i had another cousin. well he theres the fun part, i had the same birthday with him.. yup April 21. and he fell down yesterday and his legs were bleeding. he went to school and bloddy teacher treat him with the medicine.. why BLODDY ? heres the fact, i was a PBSM dude before.. and i know stuff la.. handle couple serious cases before.. so the teacher stick the wrapper, you know the wrapper like they wrap up the MUMMY in the pyramid ? ya.. the tacher stick it to the cut. the cut was huge.. and the wrapper was stucked and sticked on to the part.. so calvin can't get it off, it hurts cause its stuck...

well i helped him, and he was like "ARGH !!!! kor, go eat your lunch first let me chill for a while..."

 

that thing took me like 20 minutes to remove, so guys don't stick wrapper on wounds. Cotton is much more a better choice.. now he is walking like i use to when i'm a kid, i use to fall down alot.

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and heres another thing in my grandma's house, me and my cousin just love to climb onto the rooft...and the thing is the view is NICE

 

i don't wanna climb forward cause i had the feeling that the roof can't take on the weight of a 60KG fat-ass... so ya if i got the chance to climb it again if i wil take some pictures.. looking at the starts was just so nice.. love it ...

KIDS DON'T CLIMB YOUR ROOF...!! 

mean girls

just watched "mean girls" after searching the next after a long time. finally i found a site to watch my movies !! wee! so anyway my shitty pc was too shit, and i can't stream any movie. how shit is that ? so anyway i went to school in the morning, ben was on the bus. when the bus arrive i was just about to close the door.. and i am not even in my shoes, so i just pop my foot in. and hop on the bus. thanked the bus was empty, so i managed to find a plcae to sit and wear my shoes.

reached school wondering i shall skip school or not, well i was thinking about the thing.. and came up with the conclusion that i am going to skip school. and as usual i went to mamak in the first place. found couple of people i know, heres the thing i am shocked about.. i saw them smoking, ok la i am ok with people i know smoking. but they don't look like people who smoke.. i have no idea whats so cool about smoking, i am not tryin to sound mean or anything. i use to think smoking is cool.. luckily i didn't try it, so ya smoke free justin... well the friends i know were telling me that they shouldn't smoke in the first place.. shocking to see that the form 1s was smoking, that really kills me.. smoking is not cool.. not cool at all, sometimes i feel like trying.. and end up calling myself stupid.. so i never tried one and will not ever try it. TAK NAK OK GUYS. well for those who think smoking is cool GAYA ? you guys are so fucking stupid.. when you had cancer and everything lagi GAYA.

so anyway i watched MEAN GIRLS Niro told me to watch this movie.. can't get it in stores. so i've searched the net. and finally i skip school and went to a nearby cyber. and poped on the website. and watced mean girls. just so nice.. well those girls are really mean, rumored that the teachers sell drugs. LOL well the cat fight in the movie was just so nice.. love cat fights... well after watching the movie, i've think about alot of stuff.. well the movie made my day.. eventhough i have to walk under the hot sun back home.. i dislike the hot temperature.. Malaysia use to be warm and now its hot very hot indeed.

i shall blog again later

I JUST WANT TO BE OK

do you sometimes dislike songs like "gotta feeling", "just dance".. these songs make me feel so hyper, fast.. eventually the last feel was tired.. yup sick and tired of life.. people messing around with people's mood.. i mean like why are human so stupid.. i am including myself in the text... ya, just can't understand why people just can't get along well.

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do you ever felt so shit that you don't want to do anything. nothing at all, not even picking up a book and read it all day.. i use to do that, but i don't know why all of a sudden i don't have the mood for books ? am i afraid whats coming in a few months time ? am i afraid of whats coming next year ? i just want to be ok 

seriously right now i can't imagine right now, i can't imagine what would happen next year. 

imagine next year, band, DMC's, loads more to handle and settle... and the worst nightmare.. SPM ... sometimes i felt i've worried too much.. but sometimes i think i am not.. all of a sudden i feel like running away from all these.. i don't have the energy to face everything. i mean like my results are sucking hell ugly... imagine next year .. 

this is what i felt when everything doesn't seam right. everything not in place, the feel is not there.. i wanted myself to be the person i wanted to be.. the person whos a straight A student, cappable in handling activitys. and stuff.. all of a sudden everything is just so messed up.. 

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its raining alot lately, i don't know why i love the rain all these years. i don't mind getting wet in the rain. as i just enjoy the rain, raining makes me feel safe. the raindrops were dripping from the roof. and you can just sat by the door, stare out at the empty road.. let the rain play the music, sometimes i just fall asleep like that... tired.. 

FACEBOOK ? ANYONE

ok there is this person in my school, i shall not mention his name... he asked me, something.. "hey justin, why is everyone talking about plants plantation.. is it like a new hot hobby or what?" practically its a game called FARM VILLE !! my friend was crazy about this game, and i am just so so about it... not that crazy with games.. well ya.. and he don't there is such thing call facebook.. people send email to him to ask him to start facebooking, and he said that he thinks its a virus site instead.. bla bla bla, do you live under the ground ? or can you asked is there such thing call internet ?

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i shall blog about my results.. you guys might find it shocking but i am still gonna say it .. i put my results in 3 groups. A's,40's, FAIL .. 

so ya basically thats the marks i got.. i got my economy and math marks.. kinda dissapointed.. SCIENCE, ENGLISH, SIVICS...A's .. well only 3.. and the others... well put them all in the fail section... what subject i failed ? don't even asked me .. figure it out yourself.. i pretty much feel like jumping off a building right now... ya jump off a LEGO building... or jump in the sea swimming pool.. soak in there until my skin came off.. T.T all the teachers were giving me the look.. 

the "justin-i-am-going-to-kill-you" look 

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ok back to facebook, ok more and more people are having facebook.. and my mom are one of them.. facebook is like my space, my place to bull shit anything i want.. doing stupid stuff like taking those very horny quizes.. like "how big is your dick", "are you good in bed", "where would you get caught doing sex".. but heres the thing.. my mom added me !! my mom added me gosh !! i was thinking shall i allow her as my friend. as she is not my friend.. so she is not my friend. so i click the button "IGNORE" so tada.. my mom was the first person i ignore on facebook.. congratz.. my mom would eventually asked me why you ignore me on facebook.. i shall reply this simple reason 

"are you my friend ? or you're my mom. you choose la. if you want to be my friend, i can't get monthly allowence from you so to get my monthly allowence you shall be my mom and NO facebook for you" YAY !!! 

monday school ? no way

i'll ask you guys one question.. "would you go to school on monday?" well i answered no!!.. when i hop on the bus, wish to see ben in the bus. and he is not.. so no one to talk to.. skip school lah..

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i am going to blog about something random instead of blogging the same thing over and over again... well i don't know what to blog la.... bored bored.. bored.... 

oh ya i shall blog about colour guard...and again i have to explain what is it... in marching band, colour guards play the role of making the formation or drill interesting. by adding colours and flag routines, plus drama act out by colour guarders makes everything poped.. thats why i am in love with PHANTOM REGIMENTS.. where most of the bandie in my school are crazy over BLUE DEVILS but i am not wee.. so anyway i've been searching videos about flag routine.. well believe me, learning flag routine is not as easy as it looks like.. 

so anyway, this year i joined colour guard.. well i pretty much spent most of my time there.. no holidays nothing !! lets talk about tossing a flag.. well from the video it looks easy.. but when you grab on to the flag, its kinda heavy.. but sooner or later it become lighter.. well it looks easy. but its not, i almost cut my hand well it hurts alot.. as i aimed the hight.. well ya. bla bla bla  

jenniffer's body.. yummy

ok everyone knows that Megan Fox is hot, very hot indeed. all the guys are crazy of her hotness.. well i watched jenniffer's body today with tim.. oh well all i am going to say is jenniffer's way of eating bad boys creaps me out... well jenniffer i am a good boy don't eat me.... before i watched the movie i wanted to be eaten by you, but not now.... well its a rated 18 movie, and who cares about the rating right ? so anyway the movie was far way more "18" than i expected... well jenniffer seduce guys la before she kill them... well instead of calling the movie "jenniffer's body" tim said why not call it "jenniffer's boobies"... well i am shocked that her boobies actually poped out before she was about to eat a guy, eating a guy sound so violent... in the movie she looks like she actually enjoys drinking blood, I AGREE BLOOD ARE TASTY... when the first guys the fat one was eaten by jenniffer, jenniffer still went for a nude swim.. from the view above she is naked.. and when she comes up, me and my friend got the feeling like.. "she is the next angelina jolie" seriously.. 

ok the other important role in the movie.. Needy, jenniffer's best friend "BFF".. so anyway when jenniffer drop by Needy's house... that kinda freak me out... black liquid was spilled out from jenniffer's mouth, and she was covered in blood... 

well i enjoy the movie anyway, well jenniffer died in the end.. thats kinda sad, a hot girl dead in the end... i pity needy's BF which was killed by jenniffer.. kesian-nya !! both of them look so loving... 

oh well after the movie i was in pyramid.. and i got a tattoo.... ok la i don't have the nerves for a real tattoo... i got a temporary one instead.... 

tada !! 

 

don't ask me where is the tattoo located pretty obvious ok... LOL