gym kaki

hello people, sorry for the super dead blog.. ITS EITHER I AM TOO BUSY, TOO EMO, OR TOO LAZY TO UPDATE MY BLOG.

as for my short sem right now, all i can conclude is.. I FEEL LIKE DYING.. everything is so rushing, even worse than rushing to the toilet as you almost pooped in your pants.. YES, its that worse.. and there is so much stuff to do in college, as i sign myself up for SWC. so mush stuff to do also, PROPOSAL and MEETING is the word i head frequently

DON’T EVER EVER SAY THIS 2 WORD EVER AGAIN !

as i am already in this shit hole, i can’t really do anything about it.. just have to struggle myself out from this shyte. SIGH ! FML

*sometimes i have the urge to run away from kampar and head back home. sleep on my tilam at home and talk to my mom* ARGH ! fml

i’ve been going to gym frequently these few days.. keeping myself healthy is what i’ll do first.. i plan to get myself buffed up.. but not.. the scary buff like muscle builders… I CANNOT IMAGINE MYSELF IN THAT !!

got shape, got packs, got chest abit.. then i am happy dy haha. i think keeping myself healthy is the important thing anyway

this is the routine yang i paling takut.. cause i dare not put more than 7.5 kg.. I KNOW SOME OF YOU GYM PRO might think “cheh! 7.5 only mah” … to me, i can die if i make a mistake.. moreover, i am alone.. and i don’t have people backing my up if i try on more weight.. all the people in gym are like doing their own pro thing

and some are like so pro, they look like they can break me with their hands.. i do look that fragile in that gym.. when i first stepped in, people must be wondering why is this lembik boy coming into gym.. ==

i really feel like killing myself when people do dumbbell exercise like 15kg.. and i am like what.. 5kg ?

at some point, i feel like.. nothing.. NOTHING AT ALL ! lol !!

why do i even gym alone ? cause i don’t want people to distract me, and yes.. i like doing stuff alone, AND I MISS WATCHING MOVIE ALONE !

sigh, i wish i’ll make myself go gym 5 days a week.. or 4.. or 3…

(sometimes i wish how stuff use to be.. until i hear what happen, i can’t really do anything about it…)

long time no update

hi people, its been so long till i even update my blog. its either i am too busy or too tired,or even too stressed out… there is so much to do in short sem, suddenly test, and all the assignment that i have to handle. and also the swc thing in my college i have to cope with..

so in this post… i am just going to talk about how my life in kampar for the short sem so far.. i went back to kampar after the very long chinese new year. FYI, i spent almost half of my ang pau money buying a LOMOGRAPHY camera, THAT I WILL NOT REGRET ! loving it !

*oh ya, i am blogging in the bus since the bus isn’t moving yet.. and the guy in front of my adjust his chair all the way back and hit my knee.. i feel like slapping him*

i just came back from kampar on saturday morning, since i have a stupid half and hour test on friday… and i am going back to kampar on sunday… HOW SAD CAN THAT BE ?! wanna stay at home for 1 more day also susah…. kampar is fun at some point, but sometimes i’ll get so stressed out and wanna run back home

sigh… fml fml fml fml

the MAGIC of lomo

this is called the WANGKANG festival, in malacca that don’t happen every single year. you can get more info about the festival here (http://www.nst.com.my/life-times/sunday-life-times/sending-a-boatload-of-evil-spirits-back-to-hell-1.40726)

multiple exposure on this festival, super like the face on the right.

The lights

My journey with Holga is just magical so far, i love love the pics and result. i actually doubt myself will i stick to this hobby for a long run.. and i first develop my first 2 roll. i am very very determined that i am going to love lomography more and more.

I LOVE MY HOLGA !!

Bumps and pumps

ya, i am just going to go complain about pimples all again.. since i am slightly freaked out there is a big pimple forming underneath my skin… I FREAKING HATE THAT !

i had pimples like so long ago.. fighting it like every single day… I AM SO TIRED OK ! like i can do something about it.. no products i use can give me 100%  satisfied result. i think only doremon could help me with some “ubat ajaib pimple”

i use so much stuff, you name it man. i basically tried almost every single thing.. I WILL SAY JUST MALAYSIA’S TEMPERATURE SUCK ! and also thanks to the “clean” air we have around here. Makes me life so much better..

i use to cry cause i have very serious acne problem.. sigh.. once i started working, i swear i am going to do something about it. laser ke, chemical peel ke whatsoever.. I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

JUST IGNORE ME… (justin’s pms when huge bumps poped out of nowhere)

Holga roll 2

so ! i bought my second roll of film since i am so bored in penang. The shops can’t develop the film for me also, so i just buy another roll so i can play with it. still very new to lomography, my lomo camera lga 135bc. YES, they run by film, and they don’t need battery. all you have to do is to adjust the setting according to the lighting, and focus and walah ! just press the shutter to snap

i find it very very fun especially the bulb mode i can take some seriously awesome lights pictures.

develop from my second roll of film. on top of my grandparents balcony, awesome sun setting. PLAY with multiple exposure too, that means you can combine a couple of pictures together in one frames. LIKE THE ABOVE !

another double exposure pic .

ok, i am going to blog about this special pic. this picture wasn’t taken in the same frame. Both were separate if you can see in the middle line, both pictures merged together. WHICH I LIKE. cause i didn’t roll the film properly to the next frame, so the previous half of the frame is in my current frame to take the shot 

ever since i bought this camera, some people were fascinated about it. some really like the results the photos that came out.. some are just must-slap. this Holga i bought was 190 ringgit. which i feel the price is ok, since i love photos and i really wanna try it out

some people are like “what ? this plastic toy cost 190 ?!”.. and some people say what a waste of money, bla bla bla bla bla. I LIKE LAH !

Holga 135BC~~ Roll 1

HELLO ! its been weeks till i update my blog, i am kind of lazy haha.. gotta admit, i ate so much during chinese new year… all the crap stuff, kuey kapit is still be favourite.. you know right, eating kuey kapit can be easy.. but making it is quite tough.. so i was suggesting my mom to do it next year, my mom rolled her eyes like its impossible to make it

although its troublesome, but its the fun of doing it
me: eh mi, next year we do kuey kapit
mom: wah, you think very easy is it ? you have to sit there for hours just to do it..you wanna eat how man cans ? i buy, save me the problem.

while i am in Penang, i went to gurney plaza. and i am determined to get a lomo. AFTER SO LONG STALKING AND GOOGLE-ING AND SURVING THE WEB ! I finally decided on the model i like

HOLGA 135BC !! why holga ? well, very easy.. I SUKA LAH !! haha (siok sendiri)

my mom have no idea what the hell is it, and after i bought it.. she was like “what?! this for 200 ringgit ar ?….” and then she give me the “omg-so-toy-ish look” yes… its a plastic camera..

its just a hobby i wished to start since i love photography, and i don’t have the ka-ching to buy DSLR.. so ya, something i can play with.. films developing isn’t cheap also ok ?

while i am in penang, i took quite alot of shots.. my first film was just some cheap RM8 film (i’m testing the camera, no point getting some expensive films) it was from Kodacolour.. i thought it was kodak.. but when i look properly, it was Koda… lol..

HERES THE RESULT !! (thanks to shind to bring me to photosun to develop.. the photoshop in klang are just too diva to develop films anymore)

play alot with multiple exposure. was quite shocked with the pictures i took in kek lok si.. cause i read that holga 135bc is a camera that needs alot of lighting to get nice pic. well, i expect the photos i took in the temple will turn out all black.. which it didn’t, some photos i wished i’ve pressed down the shutter longer (it allows the light to go in, and eventually it light up the photo) OK LO, LESSON LEARNT.

fyi: i don’t have a flash with it

HAPPY LOMO

The end of Sem 2

Happy New Year again. its been a great year so far, ignoring that my finals landed on 31st of december 2011.. sigh.. langsung tak da mood study.. seriously… but i still studied lah, for the sake of my 2012 resolution of achieving CGPA3.8 wish me luck.. (actually, its a good thing to have this resolution thing.. somehow push me to achieve it, like a challenge lah.. or else i will just slack and don’t aim at anything..)

Finals is fine, i feel i did fine… i am glad i did pretty well in my coursework, which i am quite shocked.. honestly, the key to my good grades in coursework will all go to my presentation… i think because i am not afraid of people and stage and when people throw me attention.. its a good thing i guess.. i can just make fun of myself during presentation sometimes haha

BLA BLA BLA, OK ! MY FINALS ENDED !! no regret, some subjects i studied my ass off.. some not, cause i am so tired and kinda malas nak layan the subject… == wth right ?

SO I AM CURRENTLY BLOGGING DURING THIS TIME CAUSE I AM STILL AWAKE.. GOING TO PACK MY CLOTHES.

BELOW IS MY CURRENT ROOM SITUATION, yes.. i just took them seconds ago.. yes, its that messy.. i am packing ok ? its supposed to be messy

the above: yes, my clothes, pants and undies are all around the room hahahah. who knows later cockroach come out, should be so fun ! i can go and grab my slipper and smack them.. so awesomely gross

the above: this is how the side of my bed look like.. full with books and papers.. this situation will happen when finals come around.. all the paper will be on the floor in order for me to able to find the piece of paper i want easily (you know i am just finding excuse right ?)

the above: the messiness of my bed, i can sleep like that with all the stuff on my bed… seriously..  tried that before during finals.. i was so tired that time, and i slept over my books and pens and calculators.. awesome

the above: yes, the section of my territory that are never clean… 

the above: some resolution i set for myself which i feel is very very important for myself.. some might understand, some don’t. haha

 

took these with my old school nokia that came alive.. i am still happy with this phone.. it can take some pictures that i really like with a lame phone with a 2 megapixel camera.

midnight sun

yes, I am still in the middle in my finals. updating my blog on 3.30am.. sigh, i just came back from mamak, the people here just love to hang out in mamak.. you have to understand, there is not much place we can go.. so ya, the place we always hang out is mamak

finals is ok for me, i will just cross my fingers at least i got B+ or A- or each subjects.. cause honestly, i feel i did quite well for the coursework for all the subject..if i don’t get a aim higher, it’ll be a waste la.. maybe it can give my CGPA a boost.. and my resolution is 3.8 remember ?

here is a pic of how my room is like.. you might feel like i stay in a place which is comparable to a pig sty.. oh well, i like my bed is beside the window.. the sunlight always wake me up in the morning, that is how i am ready to be in time for class..the sun is my alarm

I NEED TO MEDITATE AND SLEEP !! (i heard meditation can improves concentration, i really need that… trying it out anyway.. its calming, even thou it might freak my roomie out.. imagine a guy siting on his bed with his eyes closed for 30 minutes… its scary.. so dark summore)

love you all

HAPPAY NEEW YAR !!!!!!

happy new year !! finals during countdown is like the shitty-est thing that can ever happen to someone that is in college… just so urgh !

anyhow i am going to be a better person. I really enjoyed 2011, i really don’t want 2011 to end. but nothing is permanent, lets welcome 2012. everything will be better =)

LOVE YOU !

click the pic above to see my 2012 resolution